"Will we be able to change what happened in the past?" II Jihan, Chancheol

Realize

Joshua's POV

How long has it been...Since I felt this kind of feeling...?

The feeling of being protected...the feeling of being loved...the feeling of contentment...

I've only experienced this whenever Jeonghan was with me...when we were still together.

But now, this feeling is coming back again...

I feel like I can finally move forward...without getting hurt by the past.

The feeling of being able to break free from the past and continue living in the future where many people loves me and cares for me truly. 

But I wouldn't say that Jeonghan didn't actually care for me. 

Back then, he cared for me more than anyone.

Maybe I should really just let go huh...

I know that he loved me...and I loved him too.  I'm just sad that it ended so early that I wasn't able to prepare myself.

Dino made me realize that everything that I have done up until now was only because I truly believed in myself...but I completely lost myself when I met Jeonghan again. 

But I'm glad that I had a friend, teammate, and brother like Dino.

If it weren't for him then I would've completely lost myself. 

That's why saying thank you isn't enough to show how grateful I am to have him by my side. 

I don't know how to show my gratitude towards Dino but I'll start with being the best older brother for him. It's the least that I can do.

Maybe I should make up with Jeonghan and Seungcheol...

We are going to be co-workers anyway. Plus, I wouldn't want to work with them while having this tension between us so It's better if we make up now than make things more hard for the four of us.

Sigh. I hope things will go alright again...

It's time...to let go.

Jeonghan's POV

I don't really know what to say right now...

I mean, I'm really ashamed for thinking of my ex beside my lover right now. 

But somehow, cheol wasn't quite affected at all.

Maybe because we were both thinking about our exes?

But Changkyun in right...we shouldn't really keep on doing this.

Mentally, this is called cheating because we are thinking of someone else despite having a relationship with someone else.

I don't even know if cheol is already moved on from chan. 

All I know is that we both are still confused...

Sigh. Maybe it was a bad idea to keep this relationship between us.

Because look at us now. Just by seeing our exes we are feeling like the world was shaken terribly. 

And look how we are still affected by their every action. It feels terrible trust me.

I don't know if this is our karma but karma could've just made us suffer a long time ago.

Why now when things are starting to get better for me and cheol?

Well, what do you expect, that's why it's called Karma bish.