You are mine

Bitter or sweet?

Yooo Sowiee for making y'all wait I have worked super hard for this chapter I hope y'all like this element that I have added here ...I am not sure if its up to the mark and sorry if you think it could have been better.... 

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Before Sanket could answer she closed her eyes as she was not in that state to face him , she closed her eyes and ran away from there with slight tears in her eyes...."Why cant she admit  that maybe she still is affected by me.. Anyways I am not going to think about all this I am just going to distract myself for some time by not thinking about any one ...If I really love someone , i would naturally realize it as time passes , there is no need  to force myself on these things huh..."

Thinking this he took his yoga mat and equipments and started working out . Meanwhile, Aashna ran to Rishi's room crying , she felt stuck , she felt as a mess , she felt as if she was forcefully doing all this and she started to cry suddenly the door flung open and she saw Rishi standing there with a worried face , maybe he understood her pain and her reason of being like this at some even he felt wrong and they shared a very intense eye contact , they both were emotional maybe for different reasons , suddenly Aashna with  a jerk got up and went tpwards Rishi and hugged him tight , he eyes showed a sense of relief and he hugged her tighter and said " I am s-sorry " She parted and said " Dont worry, you need not be sorry , I am doing all this with my own will , and also moving onn and doing this  is my decision Okay? " " No, but I cant see you crying and sad and that too unhappy because of me like this . Maybe this is wrong. No Rishi , this is right. Afterall this is helping me to move on and start new things on a better note . Yes, I cried for a fraction of second when he mentioned about moving on and maybe forgetting me ? ! All our moments flashed in my mind and I thought I lost him forever but I never had him the way I wanted him to be , I can never be the love of his life and its better to move on and be the way I was before meeting him.." She sighed saying this and looked down but the n Rishi broke the silence and said " Mm would this beauty here mind coming on a date with me ? " She looked at him with a teasing gesture and smile and said " Ik what you mean MR. " He winked at her after he said this and she responded " I anyways like spending time with you so lezz gooo" She said happily and they got ready and went for a date?? !! 

A month  passed things were going on smoothly on the outside but what about the inside? Had the storm of emotions calmed down with the passing time ? Maybe yes or maybe no!! Let me tell you how Sanket used to spend more time by himself , he used to attend his lectures be with TUM , sometimes with a corner of his eyes stare at Aashna on what she was wearing , who she was talking too and just rolled his eyes when he saw Rishi hugging her or feeding her ..It was not that he was jealous, he chose to ignore them and live his life freely even tho his subconscious would always have her thoughts in it.  He just ignored it. The only time where he could not himself was the nights , he missed his cuddle buddy , his warmth, his love? Day by day he mentally was getting used to this and the fact that the time where he missed her the most she might be there right besides his dorm cuddling someone else. In the day time he used to learn music and guitar , he was acing in  his guitar sessions , he started writing songs , all the emotions which were all frozen in his heart used to flow out in the form of his lyrics , only his lyrics depicted the actual  situation of his heart all lost, in pain , in search of his love ...and what not...and trust me this time he did not even approach any girl just to get hid mind refreshed nor did he accepted any girl's such requests...He used to be all by himself , in his company , his Unnav and Tanzeel , his music and most importantly his past. 

On the other hand Aashna was all happy with how the things were going with Rishi, they used to always be together in college and most importantly happy in each others' company , he used to treat her the best no fights nothing. Unns had lessened her contact with Aash as she was disappointed so did Mnv and Tanzeel but they used to observe Rishina that Rishi always used to take her out somewhere in the evening and come back with her at night . TUM always wondered where they used to go maybe dates, They both  used to be very happy while going out together and also while coming back they had smiles on their faces . TUM used to get sad that she did not even come to meet her old friends nor did she care about them but they were  happy seeing her happy. Aashna knew they were disappointed and hurt and little did she missed them too yet  she could not help it as her main concern was Rishi this time.