You are mine

Realization and confession 🌞

He went towards her and said"Doll, Ik we have been through alot lately and I dont want us to face the uncontrollable storm of emotions that we face almost every alternate day and I think I have come up with a solution to it !! He said  while closely observing her facial expressions!!! 

After listening him  she went all numb - She was not able to digest , what exactly was going onn in his mind, her mind was giving her certain indications on what he was upto and little did her heart was fluttering with happiness but her mind leaning more towards the practical and much more on the negative side was terrified , she was prepared yet so unprepared for what was coming towards her.

"What- what is it?" she asked hoping for nothing but something  POSITIVE then she heard something which made her numb, you can say numb for a few seconds cause then she laughed , she literally internally laughed at him , that how can he comeup with something which is this stupid, as far she had judged him , he himself would not be able to control him....

" Are you sure of what you are thinking is apt and "YOU" would be able to control yourself ? "Aash, why are you emphasizing on "YOU" , you now it involved both of us " " IK, it always involves two people but I emphasized on you because all the times we kissed, you were the one who went first for it , ofc I responded back but I was the one who had feelings for you but in your case, you yourself dont know what your scenario is!!!" " Yes, Ik and that's why I have come up with this idea , it would do nothing but save us from getting apart and hurting eachother."

"Oh, so you think , physically staying away from eachother , is gonna save us from where we are in? Are you okay? We arent any fuck buddies okay? I was ok because It was real, atleast for me " "Excuse me , every thing was real it was so fucking real and beautiful .It matters alot for me  okay?  Here, he spilled the truth out , Ik you love me MISTER.  A wide smile appeared on my face but I quickly hid it . I just have to get him to the point now and Ik I can do this. Didnt he realize that he just indirectly confessed rn..

"Sanku, according to me and the world, you only kiss a person if you love them and if you genuinely kiss someone then you truly love them otherwise its just FWB or some lust...she paused for a sec and faked a sad and shocked reaction by saying... does that mean you ??"" NOO, it was never lust, it can never be , it was real , it was beautiful..." "Oh, then the only option that remains with us is "L-LOVE" He spoke on her behalf... Maybe he sub consciously was thinking or processing the things that she had skillfully put infront of him...FUCK. I could have done this earlier, she thought. 

"So, Sanku what do you think? Is this love?" I -I dont know, I have never told you this but all I know is that you are solace, I find my solace , my peace, my happiness around you, you are a blessing to me , I can sleep in your warmth and the happiness on opening my eyes whilst being  cuddled  with you is just eternal.. I can not  imagine any part of my,ife without you now, you hold a different place in my life, I can not neglect that.Also , about the kissing part, you were right, I cant control myself around you, even thinking of all that is making me want to kiss you right now and this is not fake, Ik when its fake, I have done this alot but never felt this before. I wont mind if a girl whom I hooked up with makes out with someone else, but I cant bare the thought of you with some other guy, I just cant, this means , do I really Love you? He paused there and stared straight into her eyes.

While her eyes, had already begun forming some tears and they were about to slip away but she rubbed them off, she knew he needed some alone time , so she stood up caressed his hair and said "TAKE YOUR TIME, COMPLETELY FIGURE OUT EVERYTHING, I AM THERE FOR YOU♥ " She left and went to the library to study as well as freshen up her mind.

Sanku sat there analyzing the situation for the first time , everytime a situation like this came , he shrugged it off but this time she made him realize what loving someone exactly is!!! YES HE REALIZED HE LOVED HER!!! " How stupid was I to put her in a situation like this , I kissed her , felt all the affection from her that was needed to keep myself happy but failed to give that back to her!!! What kind of person had I become!!! She made me realize what loving someone actually is!!! I - I just cant wait to pr-propose her!!!  Just then an idea struck his mind.Yes, he hung the polaroids which thankfully Unnati had captured for them ; on a wall , and made  a cheesecake for her .

Aashna pushed the door open and was awe struck seeing their pictures together, her heart silently cried when she saw the polaroids and a memory hit her!!!She was lost seeing the polaroids together just then Sanku spoke kneeling down " I KNOW LOVE , I KNOW THIS BROKE YOU,  SO I WANT TO FILL YOU AGAIN BY RE DOING THIS AND END IT IN A HAPPIER WAY AND TRUST ME I WANNA SLAP MYSELF FOR BREAKING YOU LIKE THIS, BUT TRUST ME , I AM READY TO FILL ALL THE GAPS CAUSED BECAUSE OF ME . IK , THIS IS NOTHING COMPARED TO YOUR FEELINGS AS WELL AS THE EFFORTS YOU TOOK BUT I AM SAYING THIS WITH MY WHOLE HEART TODAY. YOU ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON I HAVE MET , INSIDE AND OUT, I NEVER REALIZED WHEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE WAY YOU THINK , YOU TALK , YOU DO , UNTILL YOU MADE ME REALIZE IT, I WANNA THANK MY STARS THAT I GOT YOU , YOU COULD HAVE LEFT , BUT YOU CHOSE TO STAY AND THAT BROUGHT US CLOSER, AND MADE YOU MORE SPECIAL. I KNOW THIS IS NOT HOW A GIRL WANTS TO BE PROPOSED BUT I COULD NOT WAIT ANYMORE AFTER LETTING YOU WAIT FOR SO LONG, I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE WAITED FOR ME , I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE BUT I WONT LET MY LOVE BREAK A LITTLE MORE EVERYDAY , I WANTED TO FILL YOU WITH HAPPINESS NOT BREAK YOU SO HERE WE GO - I LOVE YOU MISS. AASHNA !! I GENUINELY WHOLE HEARTEDLY AND COMPLETELY LOVE YOU.THERE'S NOT A SINGLE OUNCE OF DOUBT IN MY HEART ITS JUST LOVE , PURE LOVE FOR YOU !!WILL  YOU BE MINE?" He said and closed  his eyes, letting tears escape from them. Even she had not imagined this. She knew he loved her, but isnt it always special when someone whom you love dedicates or confesses his feelings to you in a way which makes your heart flutter and cheeks blush.SAME HAPPENED WITH HER. 

" I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU SANKU , AND I WILL ALWAYS CONTINUE TO DO . IT WAS NOT MY DREAM PROPOSAL BUT MY DREAM PERSON CONFESSING !!! THE LOVE OF MY LOIFE CONFESSING!!I CANT LITERALLY FRAME  MY LOVE FOR YOU THE WAY YOU DID BUT TRUST ME I WANT YOU TO FEEL MY LOVE AND I HOPE I WILL !! I PROMISE TO MAKE YOU FEEL LOVED !!!

"I PROMISE TO MAKE YOU FEEL LOVED TOO BABY!!!" 

"Why are you changing my name?" she questioned pouting. "You did not like baby?" "You , really are a cute little baby !!My goof ball!!" " fine ,Call me by every name that I dont like huh" she turned her back towards him by saying this !!! He pulled her towards him back hugging her and placing his chin on her shoulder making her blush even more and said"I  thought you did not like doll " !! He said pushing her hair behind her ear to have a full view of her face and also kiss her cheeks." No, who said that, I toh love it when you call me your doll!!!" She turned herself to him and pouted angrily . "See, that's why I called you my baby!!!" "Nevermind, I am gonna call you both or even anything that I find cute cause YOU ARE MINE !! " She blushed when she heard it and hid her face on his chest. " AWW" He said while he lifted her chin above , placing his hands on her neck and behind her ears . She moved forward and blushed slightly as their lips met eachothers.

WOOF an update after so long!!!! I missed you all!!!!! SO SORRY FOR DELAYS BUT I HOPE I COVERED IT UP THIS TIME!!!!!NGL, I was going to add a chotu twist before this part but instead I decied to give you a super se upar walla happy chapter because I know bhot wait karwaya hai yaar!!! Some of you might have even forgot the storyline yaar!!ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU ENJOYED. DAMN 1615 WORDS ..THIS IS THE LONGEST I HAVE EVERY WRITTEN IG.

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