North's POV
It's all my fucking fault. I should've insisted on staying home. It's all my fucking fault. I punch the walls of my trailer until my knuckles bleed. Good. I deserve the pain for being such a fucking screw up. I grab the bottle of Jack, draining it all in one go. Third bottle of the night. I bang my head against the wall. I should have fucking saved her. Damn it. It's all my fucking fault. If we find her she'll hate me forever. If she is still alive that is. If not I'll hate me forever. Oh wait, that is already fucking guaranteed. I will hate me forever. My brothers will probably send me to fucking rot in Siberia. It's all my fault. I slide down the wall, too weak to hold myself up. Too weak to save her.
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The Difference Between Fear and Terror
FanficAn Acdemy Ghost Bird fanfic. Sang is kidnapped and held for a year under a brutally abusive abductor. Will she and the family ever heal?
