Broken and Unloved

Broken and Unloved Ch. 1

Chapter 1. The Day I Met My Mate

This morning started out just like any other. I had woke up around 3:00am so that I could get ready to do what I had planed. I looked at myself in my door length mirror to see how I looked so far.

I was dressed in my usual outfit, tight blood red skinny jeans with a tight black long sleeve Fallen In Reverse shirt. I decided to leave my black and white all stars converse sitting in the corner of my tiny bedroom so that I could wear my heavy duty black combat boots. My long blood red emo styled hair was pulled back into a braid so that I could keep it out of my way while I cleaned. My dark and depressing makeup really made my emerald green eyes pop. My small tipped up nose was covered with freckles that I desperately wished to get rid of. My plump lips were covered in black lipstick.

Desiding that I looked good enough I grabbed my phone and made my way to the kitchen. It was mine and Judith King's job this week. The pack only assigned us the job when there was going to be a big feast. So I expected us to be covered up today. The pack was arranging to assigne us a new Alpha. My best guess was Tyler Anderson. He has the whole pack practically wrapped around his pinky. All except for me. I'm the only one that can see him for what he is. Even under all that charm and handsome cover up I know that he is broken. Just like me.

We used to be friends.... before my parents car crash in New York. My mother and father used to be the leaders of the pack. My father, William Midnight, was the alpha and my mom, Felicia Midnight, was his life long mate. Why am I not the alpha to be?? That's simple. Its because I'm a girl. Girls aren't supposed to be alphas its seen as weak and wrong.

I was walking into the kitchen when I heard Judith crying. I ran. Rounding the corner I skidded to a stop. Judith was on her hands and knees in front of Tyler cleaning up what looked like a broken glass of whiskey. Judith had this bad habit of drinking every since her husband had died. True they hadn't been true mates but they did love each other very much.

I hurried to help her. I never liked seeing her in pain. She had practically raised me since my parents had died and I loved her like a mom. Tyler held up his hand demanding me to stop in my tracks. I didn't listen. He wasn't my alpha yet so why listen to him? I see no reason. I walked around him with ease and helped Judith up off of her knees.

I never talk. Ever. So when I do it normally freaks people out. I looked to her and smiled. "Are you okay?" I asked softly. She gasped and nodded her head. I smiled at her and turned to Tyler whose eyes were wide in surprise. Just as I opened my mouth to say something the most amazing smell stopped me in my tracks.

Oh no..... please no.... I prayed. I looked up at Tyler who was sniffing the air just like I had. He had the most peaceful smile on his face. His pitch black hair was slightly in his face just like every other time I'd seen him. His dark soul less brown eyes were closed and his head tilted back. He had never looked so good. Suddenly he stopped sniffing the air and looked at me. This could only mean one thing. "Your my mate." He said with a puzzled expression on his face. Yep... this sucks.... you find your mate on the day of your sixteenth birthday and today was mine.

This was bad this was really really bad. Tyler looked down at me with an expression of pure determination on his face. "No....please.... no.... Tyler don't do it please...." I begged. If he rejected me I'd be humiliated and I'd loose the only chance I'd have at having a life long mate. "I'm sorry...." he mumbled "this us for the pack... I'm sorry. Jane Elizabeth Midnight I ..... I reject you as my mate."

I cried... I couldn't help it I had been through so much in the last six years. All the crying.... all the cutting....all the depression revolved around this pack. All because I was born into the Alpha bloodline but was a girl I was seen as a mistake. I had been pushed around for far to long. It was going to end and end today. I whipped away my tears and looked up at Tyler who was looking at me with an expression of pure hate. I smiled at him and laughed before saying, "That's okay. Haha. Tyler Thomas Anderson, I reject you as my mate. I reject you as my alpha. I no longer belong to this pack. I shall no longer live in this hell hole with you and I am taking Judith King's with me as soon as I leave. Good bye."

Turning around I grabbed Judith's hand and started walking up stairs. Today had showed me that I didn't need the people here. I could survive on my own.

We reached my bedroom and I led her to the bed so that she could sit down while I packed a duffle bag full of things that I would need to live on the road for a few years. Tonight was gonna be my last night in this peice of crap place that I used to call home, and believe me I'm happy to say goodbye to it.

I turned to Judith and smiled."You ready to leave?" I asked. She looked up tears still shinning in her eyes and nodded yes softly before getting up and makeing her way to stand beside me.

We turned and walked out my door. Saying goodbye for the last time I smiled and walked out into the the cold November air and promised to never look back.