KUCH DASTAN (completed)

chapter 10

Sorry guyss i was not able to update yesterday i can't even reply all yours dms and massages...

Actully i have a huge migraine  problem and coz of the weather i was having a bad head ache i was not even coming online but from now i'll try to be reguler....

And plzz guys comment.... It really give motivation.....

Back to story.....

Raima....

As the word escape from his mouth shehnaaz turns back and saw a girl wearing a stylish one piece off shoulder dress standing there....
She comes close to their table and said...
R- i didn't know that you have also come here....
She passes a smile to sidharth....
Sidharth look at her then his eyes land of shehnaaz who were looking at Raima....
Sidharth can see something in her eyes...
her eyes have something which he is not getting....
For the first time those eyes were looking unknown to him....

Before he could speak Raima look at shehnaaz....
R- ohh hello.... You are shehnaaz right.... ?
Before shehnaaz could answer.... Sidharth speak....
Sh- yes Mrs. Shehnaaz Sidharth Shukla... And she is out Daughter... Noor Sidharth Shukla.....
Pointing at noor who is busy in her candy....
Hearing him raima give a normal look...

While shehnaaz looks at them...
She don't know why after introducing her as his wofe infront of raima also that fear is not leaving her heart....
She is not normal around her and she can't be normal around her she is not some brave person who can tolerate the ex of her husband who he still loves and who loved crazily in past.....
Sh- Raima what are doing here...?
He asked directly....
His tone is rude....
Shehnaaz is not looking at them now she is putting all her concentration over her food as if it was the most important thing....
Raima is shocked by his tone he never talk to her like this....
R- vo i have to come to mumbai after two years so i leave here alone and thought to have dinner here it is near of my house... You know....
The last "you know" is something which both shehnaaz and sidharth didn't like....
Sh- ohh... Okay then enjoy... Plzz excuse us we need some privacy....
He politely tell her to get lost....
While she smile awkwardly and leave from there......

They have their dinner in all silence for the first time it was an uncomfortable silence around them....
They returned home....
Shehnaaz didn't even spoke a word.....
Where sidharth somewhere is having a kind of ache in his heart looking at her....
Her silence is the last thing that he can tolerate.....
Her silence will have this much effect he didn't know till now.....

She make noor change and then Tara ji come and take her to her room as she is missing her grand daughter very much......

Shehnaaz comes out after changing into night wears.....
She saw no one is in the room....
She directly went to the balcony....
Their are many thoughts running in her mind,
Today after a long time she is feeling the same loneliness same pain which she used to feel....
She didn't even get to know when his presence remove all the pain from her life she forget every pain....
She forget what he tells her before marriage..
S(to herself)- i am missing you di.... Aap hi the jinke sath main vo sab kuch share karti thi jo main kisiko bol bhi nahi pati... Why you left me alone di.... Why.... Apne apni chutki ko kayu akela chor diya.... Kaya galati thi mari... Main sikh chuki thi na akela jina phir kayu sidharth ko vejha.... Aor ab phir mujha akela kar doge.... Aor aisa hi karna tha to kayu mujha kuch dino ke liya ye kushi di han.... Main thik thi na phir kayu mare sapno ko umeed di... Kayu mare dill main sidharth ke liya feeling ane diya kayu.... Jab mujha pata tha ki vo kabhi mujha apni wife nahi accept karenga..... Phir kayu....
Her tears know no bounds.... 
She suddenly hear the door unlocking sound she immediately wipe her tears and sit there silently....

She can feel his presence in the balcony...
She turn and saw him behind her....
He come forward and sat beside her...
She look at him confusingly when he forward a cup to her....
She look at the cup then at him...
Sh- are coffee hai maine kud banayi hai lo...
Shehnaaz took the cup and pass a simple smile to him...

Sh- tum itni chup kayu ho shehnaaz...?
He ask very sweetly....
S- kabhi kabhi alfaz kam ho jate hai....
Her words had so deep meaning he know that....
Sh- shehnaaz plzz aise chup kat raho... Jo bhi aaj huwa uske liya i am sorry main sachi nahi janta tha ki ...
Before he could say more she said.....
S- aap sorry kayu bol rahe ho apki kaya galati... Aor jo huwa usme kisi ki galati nahi just i need sometime to be normal...
She speaks looking at the sky....
Sh- shehnaaz... I....
S- sidharth apko kuch kahne ki zarurat nahi hai main samajti hu.... Vo apka past hai jisse shayad aap kabhi bhul nahi payoge aor apne ye baat shadi se pahle bhi boli thi... Ye bas achanak sab kuch huwa isiliya... Mujha thofa waqt de dain main thik ho jayungi....
She said trying to make him understand...
He didn't have words now what to say...

He don't know that someday this kind of situation will also come....
They were lost in thought when sidharth saw shehnaaz looking at the sky.....
He tries to cheer her up....
Sh- are shehnaaz mari banayi coffee kaisi algi bologi nahi....
Sana smile and took a sip with very difficulty, s- achi hai sidharth....
Sidharth can sense something is wrong....
Sh- tumha coffee nahi pasand....?
Shehnaas nodded in no....
Sh- ohh mujha nahi pata tha i am sorry vo...
She cut him in a middle....
S- nahi Sidharth don't be sorry.... Mujha coffee nahi pasand ye baat tumha kaise pata hogi jab maine tumhe kabhi bataya hi nahi...
He is a little dissapointed....
S- sidharth hamara rishta hamne apne families ke liya kiya tha isiliya shayad ek dusra ke bare main janne ki kabhi kosish nahi ki aor aap busy rahte ho office main to main kaya karti hu kaya pasand hai uske bare main apko kaise pata hoga.... It's okay...
She said with a smile.....
Sh- par tumha to sab pata hai mera bare main....
He asked with a sadness in his voice...
S- waqt ke sath kuch chize kud pata chal jati hai sidharth....
She didn't tell him the truth that she always saw him as her husband and for her he always hold a special place in her heart or may be first time she had given her heart to someone and she didn't even realize this....

She close her eyes and again smile to him and said....
S- sidharth bahut leta ho chaka hai chaliye so jayiye....
She said....
He just nodded and follow her....
He don't know what to say.... Her face is creating a havoc in her heart.... He is feeling many different feeling in his heart which he never feel.... He is feeling ashamed of not even knowing what his wife like or what not..

Sana starts making the bed from sleep....
Sidharth's eyes were not leaving her...
Sh(to himself)- why why.... Why today even her smile is making my heart ache i know this smile is fake... She is upset... She is hurt very hurt but why she is not telling anything... I am her husband she have all right over then why she is not saying anything.... From the time she have come in my life i forget about Raima i forgot everything i forgot my past my pain coz of her... Her talk her smile everything become so important for me... Then why today we are feeling so much distance between us.... Why.... ?
Her thoughts were broke by her words...
S- sidharth ah jaye so ne maine bed laga diya hai....
He just nodded and come.....

They both sleep in their sides sana close her eyes but this time sidharth is not getting the peace....
He turn towards her side and said...
Sh- shehnaaz....
S- hmmm....
Sh- can we cuddle....?
His voice is full of hopes.... His words shocked her.... This is the first time he demanded something...
She nodded with a smile....
He gesture her to come opening his arms... She goes close to him and keep her head over his chest and he hold her tightly....
She is small infront of him and he totally hide her in him....
His hold become more tight and she snuggle more into him.....

Soon sleep took over both of them....

Thudd
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Anika...