It's been one week....
One week of their last conversation....
Sana recovers totally... Though she didn't talk to him but he has taken utmost care of her.... And somewhere it has touched her heart those feeling which she has suppressed in her heart is now again starts to come out....
Though he goes to office and does his work so passionately but he now didn't forget to call maa ask about her lunch and also text her to have food properly but she didn't rply his any text but he know that she saw every msg and also asked maa whether he had his food or not....
Maa also know that what they were going through but she also thought to give them time....
In this one week they have talked very less sidharth coz of guilt and sana coz of pain....
In morning before he get down he always kiss her forehead and wish her morning thinking she is sleeping but she just act tos sleep coz somewhere now she is also again falling for him...
They all have breakfast together not like earlier....
In night also they all have dinner together for a change now sidharth spends a lot of time with mom which makes mom happy and watching maa happy sana becomes happy.....
But still their silence kill each other but none was taking the first step.....Tomorrow is sana's birthday and sidharth didn't know about it coz they never talk about anything.....
Today sidharth is stuck in work where sana somewhere hopping him to know about her birthday.... She always gets excited for her birthday but last two years she just forget to be happy... But today she is waiting for someone's wish she is eagarly waiting for tge clock to stuck 12 abd as usual maa di jiju comes with cake but this time she is also waiting for someone special unknowing her heart is again expecting things.... Unknowing her heart again dreaming about her happy life... Those wishes which she had crashed in past about a happy married life again starts developing in her heart coz somewhere his action make her heart to feel like this.....She is in her room checking some mails.... But continuously looking at tge clock which is showing 11.45 pm only 15 minutes left.....
Unknowingly her heart is smiling....In hall everything is ready.... Maa di jiju is waiting for two things.... One the clock to stuck 12 and other is sidharth, maa is continuously calling him but his phone is switched off....
Jiju and di had tried to tell him about her birthday but everytime something comes in between.....
They were praying him to come soon...
Maa is praying to god to send him soon...
As already there is many problem and somewhere she know if this time same thing happen like rest two years this will broke her to no end....Only five minutes left for tge clock to hit 12....
they all had no hope now left in their hearts.... Maa is sad di is sad.... Coz this will definitely effect sana to no end......
But they atleast try to make her happy.
So they took the cake and keep it in a trolly which is decorated with balloons and candles...
As the clock stuck at 12 they all together enter in the room.....
Happy birthday shehnaaz....
And they all shout together....
A smile tug on shehnaaz's lips....
She saw everyone but her eyes is searching for only one person that is sidharth but she canvt saw him....
She become a little confused....
Maa can feel it.....
She come to her hug her wish her she take her blessings.....
Soon everyone wish her but she is waiting for the special person to wish her... But he is not there.....
M- beta sidharth ah jayega shayad koyi kam......
She was saying further when shehnaaz said.....
S- maa aap kuch mat bolo mujha pata hai unke liya unka work mujse pahle tha hai aor hamesha rahega.... I am okay maa don't worry.....
She said with a fake smile but only she know how much this effected her unknowingly again her heart broke....
She was about to cut the cake but when her eyes land on the door...
Her eyes stuck there...
There sidharth is standing all shocked...
He has come to home and finding no one he thought everyone was asleep but when he come in their it was more then shocked for him.....
They were celebrating shehnaaz's birthday and he didn't even know that today is her birthday.....
Maa look where sana is looking and saw sidharth....
She to coverup and not wanting sana to feel more hurt said....
R- beta tu ah gaya kitna phone kiya tujha pata tha na ke ham sana ka bday celebrate karne wale tha to fir late kayu huwa.....
Sidharth was looking at mom like a confused person when she assure him with eye gesture......
She drag sidharth while sana is looking at him.... His eyes is showing guilt and her is pain....
Sge cut the cake and fed everyone and at last sidharth....
Soon after cekebration they all went to their room but before going jiju said that he had tried many time to inform him but his phone is switched off....When he come back at room saw sana coming back after changing in night suit.....
He is very much guilty.....
He is trying to go close to her but everytime he messed up things unknowingly.....
Sh- shehnaaz.... He call her softly....
Sana only look at him.....
Sh- happy birthday.....
He wish her with a low voice.....
S- thanks.... She is waiting for this wish but not like this....
Sh- shehnaaz i am sorry.... I know maine itni galatiya kari hai ke uski mafi nahi but fir bhi i am sorry for hurting you everytime unknowingly i always hurt i try my best to give you all happiness but every time i failed i failed miserably..... Sach kahu to Mujha nahi pata tha tumhara b-day hai kabhi maine pucha hi nahi na hi kabhi mara samne aisi kuch baat huwi kaya karo hamesha busy raha hu par main bahut try kar raha hu par pata nahi kayu har bar gadbar ho jata hai har bar.... Now i really think k shayad main tumhare layad hi nahi hu i am not worth for this relation shayad maa thik kahti thi i don't deserve you.... Tumha agar cahiya ti tum iss rishtay se ajad ho sakti ho i will never stop you... Par han ye baat sach hai ki i have realized that how much i love you when how i fall in love with you shayad mujha bhi nahi pata par ha bahut payer karta hu tumha apni jaan se bhi jayada cahne laga hu par tum par apni feeling force nahi karunga you are free to taje decision tumha agar jana hai to you are free to leave me and leave.....
He is saying all this not looking at her tears were flowing from his eyes his guilt his pain everything is visible...
Sana is shocked to hear all those words she never thought that he is suffering like this she never want him to suffer how he confessed his feeling make her heart swell but telling her to leave him that for her happiness is something not acceptable ckz her happiness is only him and this family how can she leave this.....
S- chup ekdam chup.....
She shout making him quite.....
He look at her with tear full eyes...
S- bahut bol liya... ye nahi bole ke iss bar galati ho gayi ainda kabhi nahi hoga main sab thik kar dunga bole bhi to kaya main dur chali jao... Agar dur jana hota to tab hi chali jati jab aap pahli baar mujha iss ghar ko chor ke mahino ke liya gaye tha...chor kar jana hota to tab hi chali jati jab aap do saal tak mujha ek baat bhi nahi kiya... Gayi kaya main han kabhi nahi gayi aor na hi kabhi jayungi abhi to bilkul bhi nahi jayungi.... Samjha bahut ho gaya ye sab ab aor nahi ab bas mujha kush rahna hai apni life main apni family ke sath mujha bas apka sath cahiya aor kuch nahi i just want you and my family our family.... Main aapko kam karne se nahi rok rahi bas iss kam main se shirf 1 hour mera liya nikal liya kariye bas aor kuch nahi cahiya....
She said looking deep into her eyes....
Sidgarth just pull her and hug her tightly kissing her head...
Sh- not one hour my whole life is now belongs to you will you forget every pain that you feel in those years and starts a new beginning of our life...? Will you give me the right to make your life fill with all happiness...? Will you give me the right to be called as Mr. Sidharth Shehnaaz Shukla...?Sana giggle at his choice lf words and said yes... And snuggle more into him while he just rapped his arms aroubd her hide her tiny self in his huge body keeping her close to him....
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KUCH DASTAN (completed)
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