KUCH DASTAN (completed)

chapter 10

Sidharth run to her and hold her sitting on his knees near her.....
Sh- shehnaaz what happen han why are you crying naaz kaya huwa hai baby....?
He said panicking while watching her state....
Sana look at him while tears were not stopping from her eyes....
Sidharth's heart is aching while seeing her in this state.....
Sh- naaz plzz for god sake tell me....
He said while getting worried....
Sana after a lot of crying said inbetween her sobs....
S- you want to marry anamika di na... Aap mujha chor doge anamika di se shadi akrna cahte ho na aap....
She said in her sobs......
Sh- what...?
He said with a now getting look...
S- aap anamika di se shadi karna cahte ho na aapko bhi shirf khadan aor naam cahiye tha na.... Maine suna aap anamika di aor sab ke sath baat kar rahe tha.....
She told him everything she hear....
While he is hearing her with a shocked look.....
S- agar aapko ye sab hi cahiye tha to fir kayu mujha itna close ane diya kayu mujha pahle hi bata deta main chali jati nahi rahti yaha kabhi apki zindagi main nahi ati.....
She speaks while crying.....
Sh- just stop it shehnaaz just stop it...
He yelled making her stop immediately.....
He hold her arms so harshly pulling her more close to him...
Sh- kaya lag rakha hai han ye sab.... Han kaya.... Tumne adhi baat suni aor itna kuch soch liya are thodi dar ruk to jati aor puri baat sun leti.....
He speaks angrily and told her all the thing that happen there making her stop cry and look at him with teary eyes......
S- mujha laga ki aap....
Before she speaks he said.....
Sh- tumhare lagne par duniya nahi chalti shehnaaz.... Aaj tumhare dill main jo bhi tha sab bahar ah gaya... Itna dino main kabhi bhi tumha aisa lagne nahi diya hamesha sochata hu ki apne gusse ko control karu taki tumha na hurt kar du hamesha sochta hu ki tumha koyi kuch na bol de.. Hamesha tumha kushi kis chiz se ho ussi ke bare main sochta hu.... Zindagi main kabhi kisiko itna karib nahi ane diya zindagi main kabhi kisike liya itna nahi socha.... Par tumhare liya socha.... Pata hai kayu... Kayuki payer karne lag gaya hu tumse... Kab kaise kuch nahi pata par han ho gaya payer..

He speaks while looking at her eyes deeply while her heart starts beating more faster....
Sh- par lagta hai tumne kabhi aisa socha hi nahi nahi kabhi mujha apna mana hai.... Isiliya to aaj ye sab socha kabhi mera liya tumhare dill main koyi jasbaat aye hi isiliya to tum ne socha hi nahi ki jo insan sab ke sath alag hai aor tumhare sath bilkul alag vo tumhare liya ye sab dream main bhi nahi soch sakta lakin aaj pata chal gaya ki shayad mari hi galati thi jo main tumha thoda sa bhi surety de pau main hi fail ho gaya tumhare dill main jagah banane main....
He speaks all hurt.... Her words makes his heart ache.... Each word stabbed like a knife.....
Sh- thik hai na ab se dur rahna hi thik hoga aaj se ham dur rahenga pata hai mera liya bahut muskil hoga par main apne bare main tumse galat nahi soch sakta aaj se nam main tumhare pass ayunga nahi tumse baat karne ki kosis karunga...... Saying this he left her arms which he is holding from so long and before she reply he left from there,
Sana was totally shocked with his outburst.... He love her this is making her heart jump but his all words makes her feel so guilty.... He always stay beside her in every situation but how she speaks to him.... She is feeling so disgusted among herself...
S-(herself) kaise main itna kuch bol diya ha kaose sidharth mujse itna payer karte hai itna support karte hai aor main itna kuch bol diya.... Nahi aise nahi hoga main nahi hone dungi aisa vo aise naraz nahi rah sakte mujse main mana lungi unha payer karte hai mujse kaise naraz rahenga main bhi unha bata dungi ke kitna payer karti hu unse main..... Naraz nahi rahne dungi apne Sidharth ko jayada dar.......
She speaks while sipping her eyes....
Whole night she wait for sidharth but he didn't return.... She comes down also but guard inform that he had left after taking his jeep....
She again goes to room....
After all night waiting for him.... She sleeps in the couch in early  morning...

Shehnaaz open her eyes and saw the time it was arround 9 am in morning....
She gets up in a jerk and saw around no one is there in the room....
She directly goes to washroom and freshen up goes down....
She saw everyone is havving there breakfast....
She goes to everyone but didn't find sidharth.....
S- sorry vo main bahut dar taq so gayi..
D- koyi baat nahi vaise bhi klk thaq gaye tha sab aao baitho aor nasta kar lo.....
Dadi said while she nodded and sat....
She is looking arround but didn't find him....
Ruchi understand this and said...
R- bhai subah jaldi chale gaye hai tum kha lo aram se....
She said smilingly while she nodded half heatedly......

It was night whole day sana wait for sid but he didn't come she didn't even have a phone to call him....
She is madly waiting for him to talk to him while he didn't come....
It was late night....
Sana as usual waiting for him in dinner after knowing this sid never come late but today he is again late...
It was late night when sid come and seeing him she immediately stand up from the couch of hall....
Sana smile at him but he ignore....
He is going upstairs when she hurriedly said....
S- vo main khana garam kar du aap ah jayiye nicha....
She is trying to talk to him but he without looking at her said....
Sh- i have already ate in office aor han don't act like a wife while you don't consider me as your husband....
He said rudely...... And goes upstairs....
Tears starts flowing from her eyes as from day she is waiting for him but he didn't come and when ge come back he act like this....
She after keeping all the food in kitchen and not having food comes in room...
Saw that he had already sleep in his side....
She look at him for some time while tears were not stopping.......
Goes to her side and lay down facing him.... While he is laying straight keeping one arm under his head and one kver his stomach.....
She kept looking at him....
Sleep is far away from her as she is habitual of sleeping in his arms while he hold her tightly...
She never thought that she will be this much attached to him....
Her peace her home is missing how can she sleep.....
With a hope she is looking at him but her all hope shattred when he turn his back to her front as if he know that she is looking at him and in actual also he knows....
He knows she is looking at him not only for her it is also difficult for him to sleep without her warmth her fragrance her soft palm resting over his chest her soft hold over his hard biceps they both were this much incomplete without each other but this time sidharth is adamant to make her realize and her looking at him is making him weak so he face back to her........ 

Thudd
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Anika....