KUCH DASTAN (completed)

chapter 11

It's been one week....
Nothing sorted between them....
In morning shehnaaz wakes up and already keep his cloths in bed but he never wear those cloths infast he never take anything from her....
He always does his things himself....
She everytime wait for him to have food but he never eat with her.... 
Everyday things were getting more difficult for both....
Sana used to cry everytime.... Her ignorance is getting more difficult for her to handle... Her smile is fading with each ignorance....
He can feel this and he is also feeling an intense ache in his heart this is getting more difficult for him.....
Everytime he saw her hurt face and his heart ache but her words again make him to stay adamant in his decision......

Today sana is again waiting for him to come back it was afternoon....
Last night she had cried a lot this is really making her very guilty.....
And when she wakes up in morning sidharth had already goes out from haveli.....
This is afternoon time shehnaaz is sitting on the hall with everyone when a call from factory come dadi attend the call and them after cutting the call she said.....
D- shehnaaz....
Shehnaaz look at dadi and she said....
D- sidharth ko kuch kam se Assam jana hai aap jara unke kapde pack kar de.....
Dadi said.....
This is like a shock for her she didn't expected that he will go this far without even telling her and this makes her all hope die......
She runs to their room and cry hwr heart out.....
It was evening......
Sana after helping cook to make food goes to their room....
She starts packing his cloths....
Her heart is aching..... All her hopes were died.... She is not feeling anything now....
Is her feeling her efforts doesn't mean anything to him...?
Is her one mistake canvt be forgotten?
All her questions were making her heart numb.....
She is totally engrossed in packing when she hear the door unlock sound..
She looks at the door and find sidharth entering.....
This time she didn't go to him....
She again starts packing.....
And this make sidharth surprise....
He is expecting her to question him.... About his going and he is also planing to surprise her telling that she will also come with him.....
But her this reaction was not at all he is expecting.....

S- aap fresh ho jao main kuch khane ko vijwati hu abhi dinner main time hai...... Aor apke kapde pack kar diye hai amine agar kuch chut gaya ho to dak lijiye....
She said all those without looking at him and left from there making him more shocked.... He was about to call her but shs is already gone.....
He sat at the couch thinking about all those think happen to her......
Sh-( himself) why she is not reacting on my trip.... Why she is not coming to me... Iss she had give up over me or kaya maine bahut jayada kar diya.... Did i over reacted kahi vo mera Assam jane ke bare main kuch galat to nahi soch liya.... I should now end this nahi to bahut dar ho jayegi....

He get freshen up and sat on the bed taking his laptop.... When he heard the click of the door he saw a shehnaaz coming with food tray....
She keep the tray on the table and said...
S- vo chai and kuch snacks hai kha lijiye.....
Saying this she is about to go when a word make her stop.....
Sh- naaz.....
Her heart starts beating more faster after one whole week she is hearing him calling her naaz..... She is craving to hear him.... Unknowingly tears starts falling from her eyes....
But she didn't turn as she can't have that strength to face him.... Coz thus time she will be totally broke down infront of him......
Sh- tumha pata hai na main Assam ja raha hu....
His next word makes her come back from her thoughts....
She juat nodded coz she is not in that state to form any word....
Sh- tum kuch bologi nahi....
He said with a hope that this time may be she will say something.....
S- main.... Kaya....bolu....
She said those three words with lot of difficulty.....
Sidharth stand up from his place and goes near her.....
Sh- naaz..... I am going to Assam don't you have anything to say.....
He said with a hopeful voice.....
S- main kaya bolungi aap ja rahe ho aor shayad aapko mari ek galati itni badi lagi ki aap mujha maaf hi nahi kar paye shayad apko mera itne dino ka apnapan uss ek galati ke samne choti lagi isiliya to aap ab ja rahe ho mujha yaha akela chor kar....
She said with this while keep shedding tears......
Sidharth was shocked with her statement.....
He make her turn and saw that her face full with tears those small small eyes were shedding this much tears.....
Sh- naaz..... Mera jane ka ye mtlb nahi tha....
S- koyi baat nahi sidharth.... May be mari galti mafi ke layak nahi hogi isiliya to aap maaf nahi kar paye mujha.... Main ab apke pass akar apko aor disturb nahi karungi sachi mujha nahi laga tha ki aap itna dur chale jaoge mujse ki mari har mafi ki kosis bhi app taq nahi pohach payegi....
She said while crying.....
Sidharth was cursing himself for her state coz of his anger his stubborn nature he hurt her this much....

S- par sach boli usdin apne jo bhi kuch bola tha vo sab sach nahi tha... Maine apne zindagi main kabhi apna pan mahsus hi nahi kiya aor jab mujha itna kuch mila family mili app mila to mujha dar lagne laga ki kahi ye sab bhi mujse dur na chala jaye isiliya maine itna react kar liya maine apko hurt karne ke liya kuch nahi bola tha... I was sacred to lose you.... Maine apko shayad bahut pahle hi apna liya tha isiliya to aapko khone se dar gayi thi par shayad mari ek galati ne apko mujse aor bhi dur kar diya hai....
Sorry sidharth.... Par main sachi kuch jan bujkar nahi kiya tha.....
Saying she broke down infront of him..
Her all fears comes infront of him....
He is guilty coz of his behaviour....
He was so much upset that didn't saw the reason of her reacting this much....
He just pulled her in a bone crashing hug.....
Sh- shhh..... Shhhh.... Mera bacha....bas.... I am sorry maine jayada reach kar diya na.... I am sorry.... Mujha hu hi aisa naaz.... Mari wajah se itni takleef huyi na tumha sorry bacha plzz don't cry....
He kept kissing her head while she kept crying in his chest....
S- plzz mujse dur mat jayiye sidharth main nahi rah payungi i can't.... Bahut payer karti hu apse plzz mujha akela karke mat jayiye..... Plzz.....
She confessed while crying....
Her confession make him stood like a statue....
Her words make him numb.....
She loves him.... This is enough to make the time stop....
Sh- nahi jayunga naaz.... Kabhi akela nahi chorunga tumha.... Zindagi ban gayi ho tum ab mari.... Nahi to main kabhi tumha akela chorunga nahi kahi tumha jane dunga.... Shirf mari ho tum naaz shirf mari......
He state possessively while making his grip more tight arround her making her hide in his huge chest while she like a tiny doll totally snuggle in his chest.....

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Yours writer
Anika....