Chapter 9 i guess im back lol

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(So I guess I'm kinda back from the dead )

Blair

Love is a game
One that is fun to play but to play you need to understand the effects and the things that could occur

I hated him I truly did
The sexual tension didn't help with the hearted

That night I realized I hated him enough to fuck him and that's exactly what I did

I didn't think about the conscience nor the effects that it would cause i just did it.

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As we layed on his bed trying to catch our breaths, me nor him said a word. The feeling of guilt held high and I wasn't even sure why . He was the first guy to make me actually cum and it was all amazing but I felt guilty , he was not only playing me but that other girl too.

Corpse wasn't a good person but god fucking damm it only made me want him more .

"We can't tell anyone this happed " i say while closing my eyes , my voice coming out as a low whisper

"What if I want this to happen again" i hear movment and soon the feeling over someone hovering right above me caught my attention; as I opened my eyes I found his staring right back

"Maybe I want you all to myself - stopping mid sentence to kiss my neck
- maybe I want you on my body at any time of the day at any time i want "
His kisses hit my soft spot making me moan

" but that can't happen " he quickly stops his movement and look back at me
" why not ?" His voice somewhat cocky and shaky at the same time

" because .. you are a whore , don't act as him that lively girl wasn't ducking your dick just a day ago , you are a whore corpse admit it"

i smirk at his face and wrap my legs around his hovering waist and flip him until I'm the one on top

I laugh quietly as I get up and walk out of the room

What the fuck have I started

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As I hug jack one last time right infront of the gate I can't help but think how much it sucks to be alone

Jack is my only family , i mean duh i have Karl and rouge who keeps me company every once and awhile but other then that I'm alone

I hug dad a bit harder letting out a shaky breath
"Hey hey hey bubbles your going to be okay i promise , your open to come and stay with me anytime and I'm always a call away at any time your going to be okay" he pats my back gently making sure to not touch my shoulders.

' My shoulder you might think that's a weird spot for not wanting someone to touch you but to me it's a place on my body that reminds me of how horrible our foster system is , how can someone get away for abusing a kid ... cutting a kid and just be set free , it's been hard to show my shoulders knowing all the memory's of the pain they have survived but I'm trying really hard to get used to the feeling i used to hate hugs but now I need them just to make sure im still oki and alive it is weirdly reassuring '

Dad kisses my forehead and let's go and waves a final time as I get into the plane.

As I find my place , trying to put my bag on the overhead someone quickly helped me as I turn around to say thank you my mouth falls apart

Alex .....

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Authors note

Hiii y'all guess it's been a long time wait but I guess I'm back and I hope to complete this book by the end of may or maybe early but get ready for more publishings of chapters

Make sure to comment and star and share and help this book reach out to the audience it once and soon will have again :D

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 18, 2022 ⏰

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