compassionate love

They are getting married after divorce

Part 18

Shayari was exasperated at roshni's failure and said, "roshni, is there something trouble in your mind? Why are you still so active when he asked you to divorce. You haven't finished your bit.

What if something happened on the road?
Roshni smiled and decided she would be stupid again if she was stupid. Anyway, one more time had no business at all."It's okay, let me go. I don't want him to think that I'm not keeping my promise, please."

Begging sights softened Shyari heart. How could she do anything between them. Shyari  cursed, "Look, even if you think about him like this, he won't feel a little."
Roshni  was still half an hour late while aman was waiting impatiently at the door, thinking that she was playing tricks on him.

So aman and was very dissatisfied. When roshni arrived here, he frowned and said indifferently, "You are late, I just thought you are making another appointment today!"

"Let us come in." Roshni said.
There wasn't much fluctuation on her surface but the atmosphere of the Civil Affairs Bureau made her feel depressed, as if the knife was hurting her heart. She doesn't know whether it was heartache or stomachache.

There was no communication between them while sitting on the chair. The person who handled the divorce procedure said that they should think about re-licensing the divorce. Aman responded directly, "No need, we consider so long ago."

Roshni was desperate and she was a little hesitant when they two needed to sign. Then she looked at aman quickly signed it without any hesitation.

Holding the pen tightly, her tears dripped on the paper. She wondered why couldn't he wait any longer? Why divorced? Roshni asked again and again, crookedly, but finally writing down her name.

However when the formalities person took her form, she was unwilling to hand it on.
Eventually, the seal fell on the green book, and the red string tied between them was finally untied. Accompanied by the seal worked, roshni also felt her heart by something bad.

After getting the green divorce certificate, Mr.aarhan(Bureau person) had nothing to say, and wiped away the
tears in his eyes.
Ama, did you know that I was so reluctant to divorce you, just like I had not given up for 13 years.

Aman left without taking away anything. He never looked at her and failed to noticed her wrong face. Roshni stared at aman's back in tears. She knew clearly that it may be the last time to see him. All aman left for her were just the view of his back.

Roshni went out of the Civil Affairs Bureau step by step with a morbid complexion. The sun outside was shining a bit, but she felt very cold. It was hard for her to tell whether it was a strong reaction from the body, or she really was reluctant to divorce and felt that she was about to die.

Holding her tired body, she saw aman's car which adda was sitting in. The two of them were really matched together. Biting her lips, roshni stared at them. Then she felt a bite of blood came up from her stomach. She soon covered her lips, making the blood spilled through her fingers.

At this time, aman glanced at where she was, and saw covering her lips with a tissue. Roshi turned her head back, and left the Civil Affairs Bureau while ama was looking at her.

Four months passed.............

"Roshni, Aman is going to marry adda, do you know it?" Shayari asked.
The last time she saw aman was four months ago. The four months were not long and short.
But it made roshni go through a period of suffering.
She was numb, burying her love in the deepest place in her mind. She did not show it off or lick her wounds.

Shayari had given birth recently with a cute girl, who looked a lot like Shyari. The eyes of the little girl looked like a crescent moon when she smiled. Roshni teases her baby, deliberately ignoring anything about Aman.
"This baby is so cute, I wish I could have a cute baby too."Roshni hoped.

Roshni caressed her abdomen which has six months' baby. Fading away from her former innocence, now she was carrying the brightness of motherhood.
Shyari was very anxious. Every time when she saw roshni and the baby in her abdomen, she would feel heart-broken, "Have you heard? Aman is going to marry adda!"

Roshni's eyelashes trembled, and her tiny hands clenched into fists. She answered, "They want to get married if they would like. It has nothing to do with me."
"Are you really willing to see that? Are willing to let them get married under the situation that you will give birth for aman regardless of your life?" Then, Shyari eyes were red again, and she really wanted to say in front of aman that roshni was the only one who paid the most for him.

The most person aman should feel sorry for in his life was roshni, but roshni was unwilling to expose the truth. What Shyari could do was only be anxious.
"Shyari, don't you mention aman before me, OK?" Roshni begged.

The moment roshni raised her head, Shyari found her eyes turned red. Obviously, she couldn't stand this torture, just like sending one of her ribs to others. However, what would be with the reluctant feelings? Even if you told Aman, he would only think she was pretending. It would be
better to escape this bitter.

"I said it before. Ama didn't believe me. He felt like I was lying to him. Even if all of you said that I had died for him once, he also believed that the person was adda. I don't want to suffer anymore. I really can't stand the torture. "Roshni covered her mouth and choked again.

Now that it was so hard that she should not touch the wound again.
Shyari shut up immediately, "I won't say it, don't cry, but if you have something bad, I won't forgive aman for my whole life."
"Thanks."Roshni said.

Roshni solved her tears away, and thought it was enough to have a baby for her wish. She didn't expect anything else. She did not fight or snatch, but only blessed the baby.

To be continued............