compassionate love

i am so tried thai i cant love you

Part 24

After running through countless red lights, aman hurried to the hospital, and asked where roshni was whoever he met. Aman calmed down until he reached the operating room,, staring at the door of the operating room with a pale face. It seemed that the surrounding air were still frozen, and the steps under his feet became so heavy.

A cry of baby made aman awoke. He stayed close to the door with comfort and expectation.
This is a baby of roshni and him. But aman was afraid again when he thought of his cruelty before.
How should he treat roshni and his baby. As a father, he was incompetent.

The operating room light went out, then aman shouted, "roshni, roshni!"
The doctor came out and saw aman asking, "Who is her family member?"
"I am, I am!"aman answered nervously.
"The baby survived. But for Mrs. Khan, we did our best." The doctor said in frustration.
Aman stiffened. He grabbed the doctor's collar, and shouted, "Why don't you save roshni?

why don't you save her? Hurry up and save her!"
"Sir, you can look at her in her last time." The doctor said.
"No, go to save roshni. Roshni won't die. I can give up my life to roshni, and I'm willing to die for her!" Aman cried, gritted his teeth, and grabbed the doctor not to let him go.

When facing the death, aman was powerless. At this moment, he hated himself so much. He preferred to give up his life to roshni rather than let roshni leave him.
All of them exclude Rehan rushed to hospital. Rehan pulled aman away and said. "Aman, calm down."

"Aman, if you are a little nice to roshni and not so cruel to her, she won't be so painful!" Shyari  couldn't help crying and sobbing.
"Roshni, here I am, here is your Aman."
Aman pushed them away and went to the operating room. Aman watched roshni, who was dying on the operating table, crying like a child. He knelt in front of roshni, and regretted that he didn't accompany her and let her go through the most painful time.

Aman held roshni's hand. He felt scared when he touched her cold hand. "Roshni, I'm here. I'm sorry, roshni, I love you. No matter if I have or have no memory, I love you all the time. Please be alive and give me a chance to make atonement. If you are gone, how should I live?".

Roshni closed her eyes and heard amsn remorse. Her tears overflew from the corner of her eyes. She only had the faint breath left, and opened her eyes tiredly. She could saw amans handsome face with tears. He did cry for her, but everything was too late. She had been so tired of loving aman n in her life that she can't afford it.
"Aman." Roshni said weakly.
"I'm here." Aman held roshni and kissed her forehead."I remember, I remember it. Please, don't leave me."
Roshni touched aman's face. She wanted to touch him before, and wanted aman to hold her.
There was no regret if she could die in his arms.
"I'm so tired that I can't love you." Roshni choked. "I wanted to let you and adda get married in peace. But you still know it now. Aman, I am satisfied if I could die in your arms. But please,please be nice to our baby."

"Don't say anything. I'll call a doctor to treat you. You won't die."Aman said.
Roshni shook her head and said, "I don't blame you. This is destined. If there is a future life, I hope we will not meet again. Please let me go and let you go."
Aman held roshni's hand tightly. "No, roshni, give me another chance. It doesn't matter if you don't love me. Let me love you. All the injuries you have suffered could be revenged from me. This time I won't let you go."

Roshni smiled. It didn't matter because she was relieved and didn't regret it, just wishing he could live well and be happy no matter who he was with.
"No, we two are square!" Roshni refused.
Her hand slipped from Amans body. Aman was shocked, then he grabbed her hand and put it on his face, "roshni, you are not dead. I know you are still alive. I am wrong. Please wake up, I will never leave you again in my life. Roshni, wake up."
Amann buried in roshni's arms and cried. He couldn't forgive himself in his life. How could he do such a stupid thing to ruin his favorite woman by himself.
"Roshni!"
His sad and desolate shouts rang through the hospital.
Aman couldn't believe the distance between Roshni and him was so short. He couldn't believed that he was separated from roshni when he recovered his memory.
Aman returned home while he was drunk. Opening the door, he knew that there was no roshni in this house, but aman still shouted, "roshni, I am back."

"Aman." Adda walked closely.
Aman looked up at adda and sneered. It was the biggest joke he saw.
Adda took his hand and but was thrown away by aman. Aman said coldly, "adda, what a good trick are you playing. You pretended to be Roshni and stay with me. Now she is dead. Are you satisfied?"

Adda burst into tears and denied, "No, aman, I love you so much. I don't know that roshni has Advanced stomach cancer."
Aman hated adda extremely but even hated himself. For adda, how much terrible thing did he do to roshni. "Don't say you love me. Do you know how much I hate you now? I can keep my breath just because I haven't calculated our issues yet. Do you want to go and stay with roshni? Why don't we all
go with roshni?"