CHANGES HURTS[🍀A story of my own life🍀]

DIFFERENCE

I am very different from the others..
And also tend to look, behave and act different from the others.

I don't need to look like them..right?

Soon I was isolated,
Then blamed,
For being an influence to the others.

Nobody helped me..
Maybe they thought,
That i..

Deserved it.

So I started faking it, and I tried to behave just like the others.
It helped me feeling less lonely.
But It didn't felt right...
It felt like I was wearing a mask..

Feelings can be controlled, but tears don't lie.

I started feeling messier, uglier and terrible.
I was feeling guilty for doing this all to myself, but didn't even pitied.

I hated that make-up, and this hairstyle.

I tried to open up to my believed and beloved ones. But i guess that was a...

Bad idea.

I never begged to be loved, but I thought they've loved me and still will love me and respect this side of me.

I. Was. Horribly. Wrong.

I thought I should publish the second part right after the first part, so here it is.

Enjoy.