CHANGES HURTS[🍀A story of my own life🍀]

PAIN

"This is your last warning!! Go change immediately and wear a girl's dress!! What will the people say?!''
My mom yelled at me.
''She's such a pain in the neck!''

I hope she didn't mean it.

It sucks,
Because for a minute, I was happy.
For a minute, I was getting better.
For a minute, I had hope..

But in a minute, I lost it all,
Again..

I don't understand...isn't this what they wanted..? A boy?

They turned their back on me.

Sometimes, we have to do bad things, to get good results, when that happens, people forget all the good things you did..

I felt like..there is a hand getting inside me and...

There are still some people who respected me and my decisions and this side of me.

They love me..right?

I tried to end everything,
But I was too scared to let go...
Everything...

Sometimes, I stand in the rain,
Thinking if I'm on the right path...or not.
If I was was old enough to make decisions for myself..

I was really depressed.

Real depression is when you stop loving the things..
you love the most.

I kept myself isolated,
Away from everyone and all the things I loved.

I stoped smiling.
I stoped talking.
I stoped listening to music.
I stoped drawing.

Everything I loved to do.

Please ignore the mistakes(if any occur).
And for my close friends who are reading this, I love you guys from the bottom of heart♡
Thanks for everything:)