CHANGES HURTS[🍀A story of my own life🍀]

GUILT

There always has been a sound in my head that says....

"I know that you're suffering, I know that it is hard, but i can see what others couldn't see in you. You're a beautiful soul who's been wounded. I believe in you. Please don't give up now. I can see your beautiful soul wants to live more."

Haha....

You can hurt me as much as you want, offend me as you prefer, bully me as you please.

But don't you dare to touch them..

They are the only people that love me.
My only true friends.
I dont want them to be hurt because of me.

I can't fight this sense of guilt....

I love them.

I know that I'm trying and that's enough.

Being weird is the best thing that could happen to me. [By BTS V, my fav line😌]

I can just, smile this pain away.

"You're gonna be happy, but first I'll make you strong." Said life.

Nothing can stop me.

I'll desigh a life that I love.

The version of me they created in their mind is not my responsibility.

I love myself from the bottom of my heart. Their stupic talks can't do anything to me.

"Why didn't you tell anyone?"
"No one asked."

I didn't forced them to understand my situation cause they weren't ready.

Telling someone how you feel is honestly the hardest thing ever.

We are a sad generation with happy faces.

We just need a friend that understands us and stays with us in our hard times.

That's why I'm grateful for having such amazing people in my life.

I can't live without you guys.

Some of you were there for me when i was a mess.

You guys were the one who heldy hand and gave me warmth i needed when i was freezing.

Thanks for giving me the happiness and love i needed.

I love you guys.

And for those who thinks that nobody loves them just because they're different from them.
Look around you.

You might think that there aren't anybody who loves you but, if you look around and observe the things that someone does for you.

You might find a friend.

They might be far away from you right now.
They might be busy right now.
Their life must be hectic and stressful right now.

But they'll never forget to tell you good morning when you wake up or wish you good night before bed.

Just remember, that there's SOMEONE in your life, who chooses to solve your problems before their own.

They love you and will always do.

It doesn't matter if you're different, just love yourself and the people around you.

You'll be satisfied with your life, like i am.

Dont be ashamed if you're different😊
Always love yourself.
And love your beloved ones.
And feel the satisfaction in your life♡

THE END