It's been a while...
It's currently 3:30 am as I'm writing this;aka I still can't sleep for some reason.
I'm on medication now, not that I did anything rash. My mother just made me after I had a mental breakdown right before I went to work. That was a 'fun' day...
Although I still feel like I can't do anything. Feeling really depressive.
I've been thinking a lot about when I was younger. And the more that I think about it the more I realize that I had a ton of signs of mental illness when I was a lot younger but everyone seems to overlook it.
Actually with it you'd think someone would have noticed. But you'd also think that I would have Actually talked to my counselors and therapists. Never did and don't plan to go to one ever again.
I know, I know... "maybe you didn't go to the right ones"
Or "you need to try again "
I'm not up for that bullshit. Therapy is not for me and I'm not doing it again.
Anyway, I'm going to attempt to do the dishes so my mom isn't passed off at me again.
I'll update you next time I have any motivation to.
