A Dream Verses Reality (Lashton+Malum 5sos) BoyXBoy

Chp 12 !

ATTENTION CHANGE OF P.O.V ALOT !!

Calum's P.O.V :

No matter how hard I try I couldn't push that small glint of hope away that Michael will one day like me more than a friend but being honest I knew that it would never happen .
But sometimes to you have to lie to yourself to keep yourself happy....

I started writing down lyrics in a little green journal or note book...
I called the song Close as Strangers as you can tell it is about Michael.... Like it states I feel like we're as close as strangers...

Michael's P.O.V :

I was sitting in my bunk scrolling through the 5sos tag on Twitter trying to cheer my self up.

To be honest I don't know if I was more upset that Ashton didn't like me or that I just made Calum feel the way I am now......

What was I even thinking ! I didn't even tell him in a sensitive way I'm such a douche ! Ugh my god....
My heads is going a hundred miles an hour.... Is it weird that I pictured making out with Calum when he told me he liked me?... I was probably thinking of Ashton.....

Wait Make out?
( HINT ITS A SONG CALLED MAKE OUT )

LUKE'S P.O.V:

I was sitting along side Ashton and the silence was killing me no one was talking !!

"Right ashton this is rediclous we have to sort this it's been over 72 hours they haven't spoke once ! Not even to ask for the ketchup at that restaurant ! Which one was it ?" I questioned " Luke it was Mc Donald's " Ashton dead panned "Oh yeh right....but still! "

" Yeh I know we need to fix things...but this may make things worse but I have to say it all the secrets our coming out and people are coming out so I'm gona say this " Ashton said twiddling his thumbs I nodded .

" I like you Luke ,your the most amazing person ever, your caring and sweet, you try to be rude but just make it cute, your adorable you all ways listen to me and give great advice and don't get me started on your looks well be here all day ! " my mouth hung wide open as he said " I think I love you"

I couldn't reply I didn't know how so I..... I grabbed his face pressing his lips to mine slowly it only lasted for several seconds but still managed to make my heart race and cheeks burn red.

"I....." Ashton said " I think I love you too.." I said smiling jesus... that felt good to get of my chest .....

"Really?!" He said his voice all high I laughed " Yes really " i pecked his lips smiling again " Now we can sort out this problem while cuddled up on that couch over there " I said motioning to the couch beside us, he nodded .

"So.............."

*1 week later*

It was a whole nearly two weeks since Michael and Calum had talked to each other and us properly .

Me and Ashton had come up with countless plans none of which had worked leaving them in a room together etc. We've did shows each day and it didn't seem to effect our performance in any way but you could see the tension between Michael and Calum and Michael and Ashton .

Wow Michael was really in there this time.....

Anyway tonight we were trying again we were sure this would work if not were totally out of ideas.....

So our idea was to begin as normal then for Ash to come down of his drums and join us on the front of the stage and pretend to play my guitar then we'll make it slowly to the edge of the stage the run Calum and Michael won't know why and will have to stay on its a pact that if one band member ever goes off only one can accompany him two must stay on stage at all times .