A Dream Verses Reality (Lashton+Malum 5sos) BoyXBoy

Chp 6 !

ASHTON'S P.O.V :

Like I said I was currently sitting in the bathroom on the toilet seat with my knees to my chest crying silently to myself why is it so hard to except your self?? Why is it so hard to realise who you really are? To admit stuff to your self? If your born this way if that's the way your suppose to be, who you are! Why don't I know?.......
"Ashton mate hurry up I need to go pee"

"Oh right sorry" I said my voice becoming deeper than usual I tend to do so when I'm upset. When you make your voice deeper it stops it from breaking or sounding weak , it doesn't show that you've been crying as you've been crying your voice doesn't come out as any deeper than usual if it does just play with it . I've seem to be doing that a lot lately .

I wiped my eyes standing up , flushing the toilet and rinsing my hands quickly under the tap dabbing them in the towel , I unlocked the small door to be met by Calum who seemed to be jumping around muttering "I need to pee ,I need to pee, ok I really need to pee"

I laughed lightly leaving him in. "You me talk bunks " he said "When will I this ever end ! " I groaned heading towards the bunks a few minutes later Calum sat down beside me

"So what's got your knickers in a twist?"

"I could say the same to you?"
" What I'm not the one going around all depressed "
"oh shush we all know your hiding something from us cal "
"Excuse you , I believe you are as well "
"So you admit it?"
"You didn't deny it?" Calum sassed

"Fine........" I breathed In continuing "we say it at the same time deal?"
"Deal"
" I THINK I LIKE SOMEONE" We both said our voices lacing over each other
"What?!"
"OMG ! Who?!"
"Come on tell me!" our voices were in sync
"That's hella creepy let's stop that now.." Calum remarked , I nodded "Again same time on 3 " he needn't ask as to where I was heading with it .

"
Calum was blushing and honestly I thought he was going to cry "Ash? Yeh it's not a girl..."
"Oh thank god! know I won't have to face management alone thank god...."
"Wait your?" He seemed shocked but relieved all at the same time.
"I think that's why I've been kinda out these past few days"
"Ok so it's who I THINK " putting enfesess in the I think "I like and who you do"
He nodded
"1..."
"2..."
"3..."

"Luke" We said

Wait we??

I coughed out "What?"

DUN DUN DUUNNN............
OMG ! THEY BOTH LIKE LUKE DOES LUKE LIKE ANY OF THEM WHO KNOWS!!!!!
THANKS SO MUCH X
ENJOY......... *EVIL LAUGH*
Sarah xox