Previously on Chapter 48
I run my hand through my hair as I try to clear my mind. Madam Pomfrey specifically told me that I shouldn't be stress... or my condition will get a lot worse. So I have to try my best and keep myself calm all the time. But even so... one question remains in my mind...
Will I remember?
-Heartache and Fragment of Memories-
Y/N P.O.V
It's been about a month, yet I still can't remember a thing about this place. I don't even know how I got here. Why I'm here... and how El and I got split up.
Then aside from Draco, there's also 3 other people that's been trying to come close to me. But Draco told them to keep their distance from me. He said that those 3 are the reason I lost my memories.
I decided to take a stroll around the place. Trying to get a grip, maybe even recover a memory. But no matter how long I walk, nothing happens. I feel so lost right now.
I turn around the corner and froze. My eyes widened as I feel tears streams down my cheeks. Standing not far from me is Draco... with a girl. They're... kissing.
I don't know why... but I feel my heart break seeing them. I guess despite not remembering anything, whatever I have in my heart still remains the same. So seeing this scene in front of me make my heart hurts.
I clench my hands into a tight fist. I stomp over to them and pulls the girl away from Draco. His eyes widened when he saw me. He opens his mouth, but didn't get a chance to say anything because I slapped him.
"How dare you... HOW DARE YOU?! Just because I lost my memories... you think you can go behind my back. You think you can just kiss another girl? You think it's okay?? Do you know how I feel, huh? Even though I don't know you. I don't remember who you are. But whatever it is I have for you still remains. That's why I allow you to be close around me. But this is what you do behind my back? Kissing this bitch behind me?!!" I yelled, my whole body shaking in anger. He looks at me wide-eyed.
"I hate you..." I said, as tears streams down both of my cheeks. His eyes widened as a tear escape his eye. He shakes his head. "Y-You... y-you don't mean t-that... t-take that b-back! Please, Y/N... I s-swear... it's not what you think! SHE'S the one that pulls me into a kiss... I was about to push her away but you're already here..." He said. He try to reach out to me, but I push him away and shake my head at what he said.
"I don't believe you... you're nothing but a traitor... and a liar!" I yelled. I choke a sob and turn around. I start to run without looking back. I can hear his yells and pleads for me to come back. But I keep running without looking back.
I come to a stop by a lake. I look around and take a seat by the lake. I feel familiarity about this place. I stare into the water. Then something flash in my head.
Flashback
I'm currently running. I can feel my hand holding something. I realize it's a hand. But who's hand is it?
"El! Come on!! They're closing in on us!" I yelled. I pull her to run faster. I recognize this place as the Upside Down. We turn around the corner only to realize we're in a dead end.
"Shit!" I cursed. I turn around and see the monster right behind us. I outstretch my hand and feel there is something. I focus on it and a portal opens. I grab El's hand and enter the portal. Then the next thing I know, is I'm falling from the sky.
Image Change
I'm sitting by the lake, when suddenly I notice there is something moving in the sky. I look up to see a lot of black figures flying around. I turn my head and see El.
"El... look! What is that?" I said, pointing at the sky. She looks up and notice what I'm pointing. "They're Demogorgons..." she said. I turn to look at her as she keeps observing the flying figures.
"How'd you know?" I said. "Look... they have the same identical claws..." she said. I turn my head to see what she's talking about. My eyes widened when I realize it too.
"You're right... they must've evolve when they enter the portal and they transformed into those when they enter Hogwarts..." I said.
End of Flashback
I let out a shaky gasp. That's how I got here, through a portal. I try to make myself remember the rest of it, but it just makes my head hurts. I let out a groan of pain as I clutch my head.
A portal... that's what Draco was talking about. I feel a frown appear on my face when I remember what happened earlier. How could he do that to me. He's so cruel... I hate him!
I choke a sob and hug my knees close to my chest. I burst into tears. I bury my face in my arms. I can't handle this pain. I don't wanna feel this pain. I stand up and scream.
I fall on my knees. I feel like I've done something like that before. I groan and clutch my head as another image appear in my head.
Flashback
"Draco wait! Fly over there!" I said, pointing at a certain direction. He follows my word and fly to where I'm pointing.
"Okay stop!" I said. He halted to a stop. "Can't you say that a little sooner?? What if we fall off??" He said, scolding me. "Sorry..." I said. I look forward and outstretch my hand. I focus on something and a portal appears.
End of Flashback
Okay... now I remember where the Portal is located. Then I remember I can also open the portal on the ground, so I don't have to fly up there.
I walk towards where the portal is located. I close my eyes and let my instinct guide me there. Then I feel a faint pulse of where the portal is. I open my eyes and outstretch my hand. I focus on my ability.
I grin when the portal opens. I can go back... I can go back to Hawkins. I can meet El again! I can finally meet my sister again!
I frown when I remember what that means. Going back to Hawkins means I'll have to leave this place. I shake my head. No... I shouldn't care about this place. Draco hurts me. He broke my heart... he broke my trust. I feel tears streams down my cheeks as I battle with my emotions.
I take a few steps closer towards the portal, but stops myself before I could even touch it. I let out a choke sob and drop on my knees as I start to cry again.
I scream in frustration, slamming my hand on the ground. I hate this. I hate that I can't decide. I hate that my heart still beats for him despite his betrayal. I hate that I still love him.
*to be continued*
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