True Soul Mates

Chapter 11

Chapter 11: Nate Alistair. - Questions

Awaking from my slumber, I gasped. I felt my chest go up and down quickly as I closed my eyes. My dream was so clear that I felt like Sarah was still with me, still kissing me. I could recall every detail.

Sarah was leaning against a wall twirling her hair with a smile. She wore light jeans with a small hole across the knee. Her blue top was tight and accented her features very well. She looked at me with those bright green eyes and couldn't help but lean closer. Our eye locked while our lips became closer and closer. I watched her eyes close and followed suit. Our lips met and slowly moved together. The kiss slowly became more and more passionate until she was pressed against the wall and I couldn't think about anything about her. Her lips moving with my own. Her body pressed close to me. I didn't know where she ended and I began. We were one.

I ran my hand through my hair and sighed softly. I knew Sarah had felt what I had during our actual kiss. That much was plain to see. I also knew she was going to feel incredibly guilty. She's such a perfect, sweet girl she would never want to cheat on someone. And I made her do it.

Is it bad that I don't feel bad?

I'm a terrible person. I can't believe I did this to her. But I can't believe how great it felt. I was thinking of apologizing to her but I am not sorry. That would be lying to her and I am going to be honest to her, as well to myself.

I go through my closet and grab a t-shirt and jeans that fit and put them on. I start my morning routine of getting read which includes my clothes, teeth, and face. After that I take a shower and go downstairs.

I walk into the kitchen to see Chelsea at the table. She was eating an apple with a Dr. Pepper. She glanced at me and had guilt in her eyes. She then nervously started chewing her apple. I sat down across from her and raised an eye brow.

"Is there something you wanna tell me?" I ask, staring her down. She shakes her head quickly and shoves another apple in her mouth. I chuckle with no humor and then sigh. I start to walk away. Five. Four. Three. Two. One-

"Wait!" Chelsea calls for me. I smirk and then turn around.

"Yes?" I respond. She sighs.

"I did something." Chelsea states nervously. I move my hands to show for her to continue. She sighs again in frustration.

"I stole something." Chelsea squeezes her eyes shut. I look up at her not amused anymore.

"You did what?" I get infuriated. She winces and just sighs.

"It was a toy at a toy store but I gave it back." She nervously continues. I sigh. At least that was slightly better news.

"What was the toy? What kind of toy did you have to steal?" I question her. She takes a bite of another apple and chews slowly. When she finishes I look at her.

"It was a stuffed animal. An elephant. Mommy and Daddy never get me presents unless it is a stupid apple thing. I just wanted something normal and I asked them over the phone and they said to get it myself. So I did.... but I felt bad afterwards so I returned it. I just wanted some attention from Mommy and Daddy but they are always busy." she answers getting teary eyed.

I was speechless and said nothing. I was thinking very hard whether to be mad or feel bad. Just so happened that while I was thinking I was staring at a picture of me and Sarah little. Chelsea noticed and chuckled.

"You really like her." she says. She has no idea I think to myself. I just nod my head and pull out a refrigerated juiced drink. I make these drinks putting tons of healthy foods in it and making it a juiced drink. It is healthy and tasty. I sit down and start to gulp it down.