Eden In Black

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Have you ever felt heartbroken?
 It hurts...it really hurts.
The pain is almost crippling, as if you are drowning on air. You breathe but no oxygen is enough. The pain in your chest in indescribable, you try to exhale...
Inhale...
But nothing seems to leave or enter your body...it hurts, love hurts.
You wish you can extract the feelings, the memories, and the dreams.
The way they laughed, their voice, sky blue eyes, peonies scents...long curly blond hair...everything.
You feel it all at once, happy and sad, lost in emotions. Drowning in sadness, feeling nothing and everything...
A hint of heartache mixed with stomachache. Hands frozen to the touch, feet can barely hold their grounds.
Eden broke down on a summer night of 2005.
For the last first time, he sat on the edge of his room. Both legs bent in close tight to his chest. The world felt silent, the only sound he could hear was his own breathing. From then on, he will forever make the mistake of comparing her to other girls...Lidia.