Theo James Kiddnapped Me?

Chapter 19 Theos pov

I climb out of her bed as the alarm starts to sound that her heart has stopped. I just cant believe she's dead. I've been through so much with her and now I will never get to hear her voice again.

The doctors come rushing in to attempt to save her but I know it's to late, she lost to much blood.

I walk out of the room not wanting to see what they do to her body.

I find myself walking out of the hospital and to my car.

I've never been extremely emotional but I find myself crying like I've never cried before.

Two months later
Today is her funeral. Right now I'm in the front row of the most beautiful church in LA.

When it's my turn to talk I slowly get up and walk to the front. All my family is here and the family of Nicki's that I could find. I take a deep breath and start.

"Nicki was not an average girl. In fact I think she was the best 16 year old on the planet. I loved her like my own daughter, I treated her like my own daughter. In her dying moments she told me a few things about her that I never knew. She didn't want to die and by the look in her eyes she seemed like she was scared of it. But there was still a little in her eyes that told me she was ready. The next thing is that she loved me. I think the only way to end this is this. Fear doesn't shut you down it wakes you up."

One year later.

It's been one year since she died. I visited her tombstone this morning and I'm not ashamed to admit it, I cried.

I took all of her stuff and locked it in a fireproof chest in my room. I'm only allowing myself to look at it once a year on this day.

I walk over to it and slowly unlock it using the key that I have on a chain on my neck.

Just looking at her stuff brings back so many memories.

I pull out a phone and start to go through it just to see. I come across something interesting that brings tears to my eyes. She recorded a lot of videos of her and put them in an album called Theo.

One of the videos is her singing. Another one is of her dancing. One of her acting. One of her fangirling. There's one for everything.

When I come across the last one it starts out with a picture saying to only watch it when she dies.

I play it. In it she tells me everything. All her feelings, everything.

Afterwards I lock the chest and take a deep breath and do what she says in the video, to live a normal life when she's gone.