Nine Months

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Even though, only nine months have passed, I don't think about you at all.

Even though, only nine months have passed, I don't love you anymore.

Even though, I know you're our there somewhere, I don't care.

Even though, I know that you realized that you fucked up, I'm too far gone.

Even though, my world to thriving, yours is crashing down around you.

Even though, you broke my heart, I'm whole again.

Even though, you broke me, I'm better than I've ever been.


Just remember, by ignoring me, you were teaching me how to live without you.


Even though, I missed you in the beginning, I don't miss you now.

Even though, I missed you in the beginning, I don't miss the hurt.

Even though, I missed you in the beginning, I've found something better.

Even though, I felt broken in the beginning, I feel brand new.

Even though, I felt broken in the beginning, I'm happier than ever before.

Even though, I felt broken in the beginning, I feel like I can do anything.

Even though, I didn't want to forget you, I'm happy that I did.


Heartbreak is lying on the bathroom floor, trying your damn hardest to breathe while at the same time wondering why it all went wrong and how you're going to get up and pretend like everything is alright, and what the hell you're going to do about the hold on your chest.

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