My Hidden Letters: A Letter to Someone I Used to Know

Two Years

Even though, two years have passed, I still think of you now and again.

Even though, I miss you, I'm starting to feel better.

Even though, I wish you were a better man, I'm slowly letting you go.

Even though, you hurt me, the pain is starting to fade.

Even though, you lied and cheated, I forgive you.

Even though, what you did killed me, I understand that you cant handle me.

Even though, we said I love you, my feelings for you are fading.

Of all the lies I've heard, "I love you," was my favorite.

Even though, I'm moving on, I want to remember you.

Even though, I'm moving on, I won't forget what you taught me.

Even though, I'm moving on, I want to remember who you used to be.

Even though, I'm moving on, I won't forget that in the beginning everything felt right.

Even though, I'm moving on, I want to remember that it's okay to fall for the wrong person because it's one step closer to the right person.

Even though, I'm moving on, I won't forget the love you made me feel.

Even though, I'm moving on, I will remember to never let my heart become ice cold.

My biggest mistake wasn't falling for you, it was thinking that you had fallen for me too.

On Sunday, I met someone new, and the memory of you is starting to fade.

On Monday, I told him the story of us, and the memory of our love is fading.

On Tuesday, he told me that he would never hurt me the way you did, I can't remember why I loved you.

On Wednesday, he took me out for breakfast, I can't remember what was between us.

On Thursday, I told him that I'm scared of love, and the memory of how you hurt me is beginning to fade.

On Friday, I told him that I think I'm falling for him, and the memory of us is fading.

On Saturday, he told me that he loves me, I can't remember anything about us.

You lost her and now she lights up the night-time sky for her new lover because he recognized her as the moon and you envy him. She could've been your moon, but you were too busy chasing the dimly light stars.

On days, he takes me out, I can't help but fall more in love with him.

On days, he sends me flowers, I can't help but smile.

On days, he gives me chocolates, I can't help my excitement when I tell my friends.

On days, he surprises me at work, I can't help but squeal with delight.

On days, he calls me just to hear my voice, I can't help but sigh.

On days, he lets me wear his hoodies, I can't help but inhale his scent.

On days, he tells me that I'm his one and only, I can't help but kiss him.

Before I used to be afraid of being alone, but now I'm afraid of having the wrong people as company.

On nights, he cuddles me, I can't help but smile.

On nights, he sings to me, I can't help but fall asleep to the sweet sound.

On nights, he takes me out on dates, I can't help but show him off.

On nights, he surprises me after class, I can't help but run and jump into his arms.

On nights, he calls me just to fall asleep to my voice, I can't help but sigh.

On nights, he sleeps over at my place, I can't help but kiss him.

On nights, he lets me sleep in his shirt, I can't help but inhale his sweet scent.

Despite all that you've put me through, I want to say thank you.