Together (Todobakudeku x BlackFem!Reader)

~Been Like This~

Heyyyy Coco puffs, this is a special chapter due to Doja dropping the Planet Her Album and making me fall in love with her all over again ✋🏾😃😗💅🏾✨. This is back when Lota broke up with Dabi and Hawks....this song really helped me write this... Enjoy
P.S: I advise u read this chapter on a laptop, or get Been Like This Doja Cat (Planet Her Album) on standby bc it makes reading this chapter sooo much better!!!!

p.s.s: Lota Gotta body like Doja Cats.

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LOTA POV

"It's been bad for a while but I thought it was just a rough patch, something we could get through ya know." I say to the Todd the bartender before throwing back another shot of vodka.
"I mean I've been with Touya (Dabi) for a long time. Six years, six long fucking years of giving that man all of me, giving him my love, joy and taking his pain." I asked for another drink, this time a vodka tonic.
"Never in a million years did I think he would put his hands on me."
Throw this one back.
Ask for another one.
"I mean don't get me wrong, I tried to leave him, I mean the first time that man hit me I dipped. We broke up for 2 months, I started to see other men, but he didn't like this and he would scare them off mean while he was fucking our now boyfriend but his sneaky link back then, I can't say his name he's innocent in this. You know what fuck that it's just you- it was fucking Hawks. My boyfriend was fucking Hawks but he had a whole damn problem with me even breathing in another man's direction." I laugh bitterly and through the drink back, before continuing.
"And so I go over to confront his ass, you know deal with him properly. And the shit is, he told me he loved me and that he would never hurt me again and I believed him, then bam ke- Hawks walks in half fucking naked and smelling like sex. And you know what this dumb ass nigga finna say to me?" I ask without asking.
"He said, "oh this is our new boyfriend." And expected me to deal with it. They acted so nonchalant about it and the gag is ... I fell for it. Because I was trying to make Touya happy.... But I forget to be happy myself." I look into the my cup, swirling my finger around the rim.
"I forget what it meant to be in love." I whisper softly before downing the contents.
"And now these assholes had the nerve to accuse me of cheating, and when Touya fights he fights dirty and he threw all my past trauma in my fucking face. And finally I just said I'm fucking done. And before he even put his hands on me Kei pushed him away and I dipped." I finished, feeling empty and void of all feeling.
"So-" A familiar male voice began.
"Who tf-" a second chimed in.
"Is this Touya extra and why tf is he putting his hands on you." A rough voice says and I turn around, already knowing who it is.
Shoto, Katsuki, and Izuku look furious and they were radiating a murderous energy.
"Oh hey gu-"
"Cut the bullshit puppy and tell us-" Izuku began.
"Where tf this-" Shoto began.
"Touya so we can beat his ass." Katsuki finished. And fear sparked in me, not because of what they said but of Dabi.
He may be a vigilante but he didn't work for the government or any agency and be could get the league to-
I didn't realize I was crying and hyperventilating until these three beautiful men surrounded me, Katsuki cupping my cheeks, Izuku hugging me from behind, his arms squeezing gently around my waist as Shoto took my hand and put it on his scarred cheek, knowing that calms me.
"Breath teddy bear-"
"In snowflake,"
"Out puppy."
"That's it." They said, encouraging me as I gained control again.
"So boys, how much did u hear." I whisper softly finding voice.
"Mostly everything." Shoto said softly giving my hand a squeeze, Katsuki rubbing my cheeks while Izuku rested his chin on my shoulder, his muscled chest firm and steady on my back.
"Damnnnn-"
"But start from the beginning, tell us everything."
And I don't know why but I ... I did.
I told my three male friends everything....
And I felt...safe.