Together (Todobakudeku x BlackFem!Reader)

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A/N: WECLOME 2 Season 2 of Together (TodoBakuDeku x BlackFem!Reader), thank you for so much love and support and enjoy the chapter!!!!! 

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Season 2, Episode 1: Self Sabotage 

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LOTA POV

I'm getting married....
I'm getting married to three incredible men who love me for me and we work as a team and everything is going... Great.
Just Great.
But I think that I'm going through something, maybe cold feet.
Its not something their doing i just think it's... me....
I'm just to broken for anyone to lov-

Dollface, I love you like i've never loved anything in this world 

Kid, your the only good thing I've got

NO, get out of my head... leave me be let me be happy and at pea-

I need you dollface, you... keep me steady....

Kid, I need you like humans need air to survive 

Like lungs need air to breath little mouse...you won't leave me- 

Will you? 

No, 

no, 

no, 

no, 

NO! 

get out of my head I can't do this right now...I can't do this right nowwwww!!! 

Lota, Lota baby listen to the sound of my voice. 

Shoto? 

Breath puppy, just breath. 

Izuku? 

I'm right here teddybear, just...come back to us. . .

Katsuki? 

my eyes begin to flutter open when their voices come back and flood my ears and I jolt awake, sitting up fast and breaking my men's hold on me to leap out the bed and into the bathroom. I hear their footsteps following close after me and I fall to my knees as the bail in my throat rises and I can't help it....I throw up all the contents in my stomach, my men taking care of me as Shoto rubs his cool hand on my back as Izuku holds my hair back, and I hear Katsuki return.
"I have water and some your headache herbs." katsuki says softly in that beautifully deep voice of his and i hold on to the toilet bowl as i throw up, Shoto humming a sweet tune and soon I'm done, the dry heaving stopping and I lean back into Shoto's cold chest as Izuku gets the bath running and Katsuki helps me wash out my mouth, take my pain herbs and strips me....
"I...I love you three so much..." I whisper out as my body sinks into the tub, the warm water relaxing and the smell of roses filling the space and I crack my eyes open to see my fiances looking at me tiredly, small smiles on their faces.
"What?" I ask quietly into the space, the quiet joy on their faces lighting up the space.
"It's just...." Izuku begins, gesturing his hands a bit before Shoto picks up for him.
"Each time you say you love us...it....it makes us..." 
"Get all mushy inside-" Katsuki interjects and I laugh quietly at his choice of words.
"You'll never stop amazing us...." Shoto says and they nod their heads and I begin to cry as the feelings of guilt for doubting them rise in me.... and then I feel guilty for having these feelings but then again I know it's me...I'm just broken and they look at me worridly and Izuku shoos the other two off and washes me, Katsuki drying me and carrying me to bed and Shoto cuddling me in his arms as Izuku holds me from behind and Katsuki throws his arms over Shoto, and its like I'm wrapped in a cacoon of love.
There loving thoughts bring me peace and lull me to sleep....