After You Left

Happiness

I understand not this feeling of melancholy,

It's a usual feeling which hides it's countenance.

It feels painful and my heart cries for plea,

And in little time I lost my own defence.

Oh well my only wish is let me be me,

For once only, give me a sweet safe sense.

My heart roars louder than the waters at sea,

But the world will never know the pain so dense.

I just want a single person to agree,

That the uncomprehending pain is so immense,

It can kill all the glee.

The pain of death, I believe, is not that intense.

Happiness is something we all want for free,

I just wish I could deserve, the least to be it's scent.

I believe it's something I would have to pay a fee

For all I know is happiness to pretence.