After You Left

God

I prayed

......prayed and prayed

God never answered

A man;

Whomst believed he was god

Answered

They're using you

He said

They don't love you, you're just a toy

Worthless

He laughed

I cried

God never answered

I reached the devils answer phone

 He doesn't exist

But yet he may

I have no fear

but yet I do

I reached the utmost evil

Forged in paranoia

Like in the pits of being and hell

Hallucination

Paranoia

He forged in my mind

Bent it to his will

But he cant hurt me anymore

He cant exist

In my mind at least 

At least I think he doesn't

God never answered, yet I thought he did

He's just a hallucination,

I'm worthless like they said

At least he said I was

But was that God?