Guilty Desires [18+]

Chapter Nine

      As both you and Emily both entered the BAU separately not attracting any attention to you guys.You came in five minutes after Emily did.As you were making your way to the bullpen towards your desk.you made eye contact with none other than JJ.

       You tried avoid making any kind of contact due to last night events.Unfortunately that didn't happen as soon as you sat at your desk,she appeared.Your hands were buried in your face,not wanting to even look her in those beautiful eyes.There was a hand that rubbed your shoulder for bit.you tried looking up praying it wasn't JJ,that maybe it could be anyone at this point.JJ had a apologetic look on her face.

        "hey y/n, is there anyway we can kind of talk in private,about last night I-" Before she could finish her sentence,you dragged her into the bathroom to avoid anyone from eavesdropping into the conversation. "Go ahead,Jennifer,say what you need to say now because last night was-" she cut you off by pushing you up against the bathroom wall.She closed the distance between the two of you.

        
      You weren't gonna lie,you kinda liked the feeling of JJ's lips on yours but you knew this was wrong.You love Emily,and you'd never wanted to hurt her.You moaned into the kiss but directly stopped her. "Jennifer,I can't do this ,this isn't right." She snaked one of her hands toward your pants trying to unbutton them. "c'mon Y/n,I see the way you look at the women here...especially me.I know you've thought about me and having my fingers inside you,treating you like the little whore I know you are."

       You tried to push away but she started kissing your neck that is until you heard someone enter the bathroom.You eyes pretty much popped out of your head when you noticed it was Emily.

     You'll never forget the look in her eyes,it was between anger ,rage,and sadness.Emily walked out of the bathroom in a rush.You pushed passed JJ,leaving her alone and made your way to follow Emily.You finally caught up to her,catching her arm; "Emily please look at me and let me explain what happened back there."

     

    She quickly turned around with tears  starting to come from her eyes. "Look Y/n,this is not the time to talk,I don't want to make much of a scene with you here,give me some space and we'll talk when we get home" she said quietly.That's exactly what you did for the rest of the day.you sat at your desk and worked on files since there hasn't been any cases lately.Turning in your last report,you finally made your way to Emily's desk. "Hey Em,you ready to go?"you asked shyly knowing she was still upset with you.

         Without even looking at you,she got up and both of you made way to the parking garage to head home. The ride back was completely filled with awkward silence,you tried to hold her hand along the way but Emily kept pushing it away.You knew you messed up badly but should've just told her what happened with JJ in the first place.both of you making way into her place,she slammed the door behind her. "Look Em,I'm sorry ,please let me just explain..."

             She could hardly look at you in this moment,but it was like she was fueled more with anger than sadness. "Shut up slut",she backed you up towards the wall.you were kinda scared and confused of what was to happen next.She pinned you against the wall and had both of your hands above your head.You could see nothing but darkness in her eyes.

           "So you let Jennifer touch and kiss up on you,huh...is that what you want me to believe? Why should I believe you slut?,how do I know you wasn't trying to get in her pants all along?" you tried to speak but she had her other had around your neck,but letting you have enough air to breathe but could barely get any words out. "Well, Agent L/n, you should know better than to let someone touch what's clearly mine.I think you need to learn who owns you."