How to trust again | Oikage

Chapter 1

Kageyama's POV -

Kageyama sat in his team's change room, knee buried right up to his chest. Struggling to breathe due to the countless thoughts racing through his mind.

𝑾𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒆...

𝑫𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆...

𝑫𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆

These types of thoughts continued to spiral in Tobio's mind as he desperately tried to figure out why his boyfriend, Hinata Shoyo, was avoiding him. It started off innocently enough. Hinata would reschedule dates or hangouts due to babysitting or straight-up exhaustion caused by volleyball practice but it later morphed into more. The excuses stopped. It went from "sorry I have to babysit Natsu" to "sorry maybe another time". The lack of interest confused Kageyama. After all, this was his first-ever relationship. Was this just a normal thing that happened? Or was something more happening. No, nothing could be happening right. Hinata could never...right?

Kageyama always pushed any negative thoughts surrounding Hinata's loyalty away, he fully trusted his wing spiker, he wouldn't ever hurt him and he knew that. After weeks of poor excuses, he had had enough. Today was the day he thought he was ready to face Hinata and get to the bottom of why he was acting so cold.

Kageyama blamed himself for Hinata's coldness, after all, he was nothing but a heartless king. He should have expected Hinata to get sick of him eventually, but he didn't expect it to happen so soon. Kageyama mentally cursed himself at every chance he got.

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉

*Knock*
*Knock*
*Knock*

Kageyama expected Hinata would open the door but instead he was met by his mother, her orange locks effortless bouncing on her shoulders as she opened the door.

"Kageyama? What are you doing here?"

'Oh, good even miss, I was just wondering if Hinata was home."

"Yes dear, he is upstairs right now, I think he's friend already left so you can go see him," She said smiling cheerfully

Friend, what friend. Hinata had told him that he was babysitting Natsu so his mom opening the door was already a red flag but, like he always did, he pushed this thought aside. She must have just come home early. But this didn't explain who this mystery friend was and why he was with Hinata.

He slowly made his way up the stairs, ensuring his steps were as quiet as possible. Hinata's mom said she thought the friend had left, not that she knew the friend had left. This small possibility made Kageyama's skin crawl. He didn't want to believe that Hinata would cheat on him. But all the red flags were slowly becoming too much to ignore.

He stood, motionless, in front of his boyfriend's door. Small moans and gasps escaping through the small space separating the door and the floor. He's just watching porn, god please he wouldn't do this. He couldn't do this. Kageyama pulled out his phone, considering taking a recording of what was about to happen for proof in case anything happened.

The thought alone disgusted him, why was he being so paranoid, Hinata would never ever cheat on him. He subconsciously hit the record button anyways and placed his phone in his front pocket, and the camera just barely peeking out, capturing everything in a discreet manner.

He opened the door. At that same instant, he wished he never did. There he was, Hinata, his lover, the one person who truly made him happy. The one person he thought he could trust with anything. The person he told all his darkest secrets and insecurities.

Kissing nekoma's setter.

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Ahh don't hate me for the cliffhanger but this is the end of chapter 1! like previously mentioned this is my 1st story so things might not be perfect right now. But ill get there...hopefully. Anyways,