Hinata Shoyo, a ray of sunshine who has the miraculous ability to light up any room by simply standing there. That was the biggest thing Kageyama liked about his dear boyfriend. No matter what state he was in he knew that Hinata would be able to lig...
AN - (Okay... so it's been a wee lil bit since the last update and I'm so so so sorry for that. Long story short I overestimated my athletic ability and I gracefully dropped myself and gave myself a concussion and a broken ankle like the baddie that I am. Anywho, the doctors told me I couldn't use technology so I haven't been able to update this story. But like Inarizaki's quote states "We Don't Need The Memories" and I wholeheartedly agree, I don't need the memories of the pounding headache I have rn because Oikage is worth it. Anygays, onto the story, I tried making this chapter a bit longer as an apology for my absence)
Kageyama's POV -
I've been staring at my phone for god knows how long. What just happened? Did Hinata make all this up...do I have a twin I don't know about...What in the actual fuck is happening? Did he break up with me after I caught him cheating? I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I guess it saves me the heartbreak of having to break up with him but...why do I feel like shit. I should be the mad one right now, not him. I should be the one getting comfort from the team, not him. Why is it always him? I mean I guess that's why I fell in love with him. He was always drawing people in. The best word to use when describing Hinata is magnetic. He makes everyone around him feel so safe, so cared for, so...loved.
I was in hysterics at this point, I was mad at myself, the team, even the rustling leaves around me. I was enraged, he took everything from me, he took my love, my time, my money, and now he even took the one thing I always thought I would have. He took volleyball. How will everyone treat me now...Asahi might be nice to me but everyone else. They all just see me as that middle school king again. All the time and effort I put into changing and showing people that I changed is gone...because of him.
I hate him
I hate him
I hate him
I...love him
God fucking damn it, I can't even bring myself to hate him. He made me a better me, he showed me... love. He taught me how to love, he showed me that I could change and that I was worth something. Why would he do all that just to cheat? Why did he have to break me... did he even mean what he said... did he ever love me in the way that I loved him. Loved, I loved him or I love him...I don't know.
No one's POV -
Kageyama sobbed on the bench he sat at, the light coming from the street bounced off him highlighting and illuminating his hard features. Tears freely following down his face as he stared into the sky. Kageyama resembled a mere shell of a person. No life could be detected in his eyes. He truly looked broken.
He stayed there for a few hours, unmoving from the position he originally took after he turned off his phone. Too deep in thought to notice the vibrations that came from his phone. They ranged from a variety of things. There were some messages from Suga and Daichi expressing their disappointment and warning Kageyama that this "situation" better not affect the team's dynamic. Like it already hadn't. Kageyama was aware that things in the volleyball club were going to change. He knew everyone would pitty Hinata and give Kageyama the cold shoulder. He knew he was going to be all alone again. There were more messages, some from Asahi and Kiyoko asking if he was okay and if he wanted to talk. While the majority were from old teammates, rubbing it in Kageyama's face that he would never be able to be anything but a cold, heartless king.
Kenma considered texting Kageyama and fessing up to what he had done as the guilt was slowly taking over his brain, but the thought of Kuroo made his skin ache and made the guilt disappear. He knew Kuroo would be broken if he ever found out so, Kenma acted like the supportive best friend, helping Hinata with his "heartbreak". The only person, besides Asahi, who wasn't fully convinced was Oikawa. He knew how much Tobio loved Hinata, and he knew that, unless it was school-related, Kageyama could never cheat. It was his weird moral compass that didn't allow him to cheat on anything. Kageyama was a hard and diligent worker, the thought of him cheating to get out of a situation he didn't want to be in was impossible for Oikawa to understand.
He always thought Hinata was a bit off. Maybe it was the orange head's aura or general vibe but Oikawa never fully trusted Hinata. He trusted him even less after seeing him with Kenma. The looks they shared were less than innocent but both Kuroo and Kageyama were too head over heels to notice. While everyone else just stared in awe at their adorable and seemingly harmless friendship. So why then, was the only question he could ask himself. He knew something wasn't right, like there was some big puzzle piece missing that would explain everything and make everything make sense.
Oikawa would never admit this to anyone, seeing as most people thought he hated Kageyama. But that couldn't be farther from the truth. Yes, it started as hate, but who could blame him. A completely random kid comes in one day with a natural talent for volleyball, a true prodigy, and threatens to take away everything Oikawa had worked so hard for. But hate quickly turned to admiration and admiration turned to love. Whenever Kageyama was on the court you could feel the passion and lust escaping his body viciously. For Kageyama life was nothing without volleyball and Oikawa never failed to notice. He loved watching him play and learn but of course, he couldn't let anyone know that. After all, in Oikawa's opinion, Kageyama was nothing more than a mere dream, like a prized artwork at a museum Oikawa could only stare at but never touch.
So it was only natural for him to text his former kohai in hopes of finding some answers to his relentless questions but nothing could prepare him for the shock he faced when reading Kageyama's reply
Oikawa - Tobio-Chan? Are ya there? Listen I know we don't really like each other but I also know you and know you'd never be able to cheat on shrimpy. So please tell me what happened.
Oikawa - I'm a little worried.
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Kageyama - Please come to (insert name, idk be creative) park
Hey yall! Once again I want to apologize for being so late on this update. Hopefully, things will go back to normal soon. Lemme know if you have any ideas or suggestions to improve this story. Also, my head hurts too much to reread and edit this so I'm sorry for the shit grammar. I'll fix it later :p
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