Kageyama's POV -
I lost track of how long I've been running for my lungs burned, my leg felt like rubber, and my eyes... my eyes never stopped letting tears flow out of them. I wanted so hard to believe that this was all just some sort of prank. My eyes had deceived me. He couldn't do this.
They might have just been aggressively hugging while being shirtless...right... Fucking shit, I can't even come up with an excuse for him. I always came up with an excuse for him. I'm so stupid I should have noticed he stopped loving me.
I eventually stopped running I was in the middle of who knows where. I saw a park not too far from where I was so I headed there. I barely made it to the bench, my steps were wobbly and unstable, it felt like my knees were ready to give out on me at any second. As soon as I sat down I couldn't hold back my emotions anymore. I cried harder than I've ever cried before. All the emotions from middle school came flooding back.
Was this karma? Had it finally come to rain hell upon me after what I did in middle school? I know I wasn't a good person, I was bossy and mean and I never cared about my other teammates but I changed. I'm not that same person, I love my new team and they, probably, care about me as well...Should I tell them? I don't want them to hate Hinata so I could just tell them we mutually broke up or I could just stay...
I don't think he saw me, I could just stay with him...Maybe he feels bad and it was all an accident...Maybe he does truly love me.
Yea, he does love me... He couldn't have just lied about all the things he said to me. He told me he loved me and that he saw the good in me. He's the only person who saw that I changed and that I wasn't just some emotionless king. Kenma probably forced himself onto him or he was drunk and he just wasn't thinking straight. He loves me. I know he does.
I pulled my phone out just to realize it was still recording, I stopped the recording but I didn't dare look at it. All you'd see was Hinata with Kenma and then a 30-minute chunk of me running and crying. What I didn't expect was there to be over 100 messages in the main volleyball group chat. Oikawa-san and Atsumu-san are probably doing another lyric prank to get their boyfriends attention or Daichi is scolding Tanka and Nishinoya again for...whatever they did this time.
I opened the group chat hoping it'd help distract me from what was going on right now.
Group Chat POV-
Kageyama is online
Kags - Hey guys, what did I miss?
Suga - PLEASE DON'T TRY TO ACT ALL INNOCENT WE KNOW WHAT YOU DID
Daichi - Suga, calm down. Let him explain himself
Noya - not cool bro
Tanka - not cool at all bro, we thought you changed
Kindaichi - you guys are dumb for thinking the king could be anything other than a king
Asahi - Guys just let him explain, there's no need to be rude. This could be a misunderstanding
Kags - um... can someone tell me what I did...
Tsukki - wow, a cheater and an idiot
Yams - Gomen Tsukki
Tsukki - Shut up Yamaguchi
Kags - cheater? What are you guys talking about. I only cheated on the test because we had that upcoming practice match...I'm sorry I didn't want to miss it.
Bokuto - Akaashiiiiii you know I'd never cheat on you right <3
Akaashi - Yes, I know Bokuto-san
Kags - wait, do you guys think I cheated on Hinata???
Tsukki - We don't THINK we KNOW
Asahi - Daichi, Suga that's your cue...
Suga - He isn't wrong Asahi... we all saw the photo
Kags - Photo? What photo? I'm confused
Kenma resent an attachment
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Suga - See??? How can you explain that Kageyama??? Hinata LOVED you with all his heart and you cheat on him??? I thought you changed I really did.
Kuroo - Bro...
Bokuto - Bro... that's like ur sister right...
Iwa-chan - He doesn't have a sister...
Kags - Guys that isn't me, please you have to believe me. I'd never cheat on Hinata. That must just be someone who looks like me!
(cue Kageyama verse)
Noya - Don't even try to lie. It's obviously you!
Tanka - At least be a man and own up to cheating
Tsukki - You can't lie your way out of this one King
Asahi - LET HIM FUCKING EXPLAIN HIMSELF!
Kags - Thank you Asahi-san, but guys really that isn't me. Ik I tend to come off as cold and emotionless. and ik a lot of you still see me as the person I used to be in middle school but I love Hinata with every bit of my being. I would never hurt him. That isn't me. Please believe me.
Iwa-chan - I don't know Kags...it really does look like you
Oikawa - Guys, I might not be the biggest fan of Tobio-chan but I know he does really like Chibi-chan, I mean he almost punched me when I made fun of shrimpy.
Suga - YOU MADE FUN OF MY CHILD?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Daichi - Suga, breathing techniques
Kags - Wait Kenma, how did you even get that photo?
Kenma - uh, Hinata sent it to me. He found it.
Kags - found it where?? Please Kenma I know you're his best friend. Believe me, I would never cheat!
Hinata is online
Everyone - ...
Hinata - Kags... we should break up. I can't be with someone who would lie about cheating. I thought you changed but you are still a cold, cruel king. You didn't change. and I doubt you ever will.
Hinata is offline
Kags is Offline
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Hey guys, that's it for this chapter! next few chapters are gonna be pretty angsty soooo get ready
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