marcid
(adj.)withered;incredibly exhausted
She is tired of the loss and she is even more exhausted,trying to feel something.Raven just got out of rehab and finally got rid of her online schooling.Moving in with her older brother,Phoenix,she starts c...
As I fell asleep,the only image in my mind was hers.
My mother...
I spent my entire life without my mother but now she's here.She's here and I have no idea what to do.
I knew I was a mistake.She left me to my father.She never wanted me.She still doesn't want me,I know it.I saw it in her eyes.
She doesn't want me.
She still doesn't want me.
What did I ever do to her?If anything,she did everything to me.She turned me into a genetic freak!
I need to talk to her.Wait.Hold on?I need to call Lux first and make sure if the twins are ok!I woke up screaming with the slight thought of twins getting hurt.
I woke up in a bed.I had silk pjs.
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I looked around and I did not recognized this place at all.I was with Sorin,before I fell asleep."Sorin?!"He got out of the bathroom and the steam came into the room with his scent.
Oh...His scent...
"Where is my phone?""Twins are fine.They are downstairs with Elijah.Playing while Lux watches over them."I sighed in relief as my hand went on my chest.
What if something had happened to them?What would I do without them?!I would know how to go on with my life without them.
"R-R-Raven?!""God,I feel so guilty!What if something had happened to them because I wasn't with them last night?!I would never forgive myself!Oh my God!"
"I thought you were worried I had met them without your permission,which I didn't by the way.You have nothing to worry about."I nodded."They're downstairs right?"He nodded.
"Ok.Ok,that's good.That's great.And the guards?I hope they are staying away.Ava gets scared easily.She worries too much like I do.""There are no guards at the back yard.Only at the outside."
I nodded."What else?""Does Ava have her notebook?"He nodded."Lux made sure of it."I nodded."Does Ash have his favorite toy bike and toy car?"
He nodded.I sighed in relief once again.Now is time for the big question.
"Have you seen them?"
His face softened."I may have."I nodded."You can see them but I need to talk to them before they see you.You're a 6'6 giant stranger for them for now and...I'm their 5'1 mommy."
He chuckled."You know...You were right about their features.He's exacttly like me and she's exactly like you."I nodded with a small smile over my face as I imagined their smiling faces.
"I know.They are the best.I'm sure they'll love you.They know I was wrong with leaving you.But they are a bit mad for not wanting kids before.Honestly?I don't believe that you want kids now,either."
