At sixes and sevens my heart

His bright smile

( it's my first time writing so I apologize for any mistakes )

*Sigh* it's raining again. I've fired another secretary of mine this month. everyone leaves because of my strictness and coldness. There's an interview held for new secretaries today. Let's see who'll be appointed and how long they'll stay.

Holding a yellow umbrella I walk in this street which looks so lively yet so lonely. The colour of this umbrella is really bright someone might mistake me as a vibrant person but no I'm not. This is one of the precious belongings of my mom...

She loved the colour yellow and this was her favourite umbrella. Although we were rich and never had to step out of the car to buy anything but still because she loved the rain and with this umbrella she'd usually take me out of our car and walk in the rain holding hands.

Talking and walking.
we spent really beautiful moments together... Mumma I miss you... I miss walking in the rain while holding your hands.... thinking that she's not with me anymore it breaks my heart again.....

It's been 16 years since she's gone. God might have loved her so much that he took her away so early from me.... Missing her my heart ached so much tears made thier way from my eyes to my cheeks and I just cried while walking on that street which was filled with many people yet no one was there to console me to wipe my tears... Hold me and tell me it's alright and they are here for me....

As I was in a crying mess  suddenly someone barged in my umbrella I was really shocked so I pushed that person away but that person was really strong and my push didn't had that much affect. He was tall, young and attractive. His eyes were really beautiful with the mix shade of golden and brown. His skin flawless his eye lashes long. He really is beautiful.
Looking him in the eyes I shouted "who are you?! How dare you barge in my umbrella without my permission?!" He also stared at me and explained "I'm sorry miss, I'm really sorry as you can see this street is filled with people and everyone have someone to walk with, it suddenly started raining and I don't have umbrella and any money to book a cab. I saw you walking with an umbrella alone and I barged in because I really need to save these documents. Please forgive me for this".

Hearing his explanation I didn't know what to say. I just hold the umbrella properly on him so that it covers him and his documents.  without any other option i started walking with him quietly.

Maybe this quietness made him uncomfortable he said" I see we're going the same way. My friend's coffee shop is close so I'll go to him and ask for help" not knowing what to say I just walk holding that umbrella little bit more upwards because he's taller than me.

When reached to the coffee shop he turns towards me and says " thanks for helping me now I'll take my leave by the way that's a really beautiful umbrella".

With saying that he gave me a smile.. it was really bright... It caught me offguard I didn't know why but that smile kept repeating in my mind. Maybe because no one actually ever smiled to me except my mom. I had no friends. No one to love and no one who loves me...
That smile was really special to me because it was genuine and beautiful and was directed to me. With that I walk to my original destination. My office.