Moments like these (BoyXboy)

A Darkness I Know I Will Awake From❤︎//16

Have you ever felt like you couldn't breath? Has there been a moment in your life to where it seemed as if even air itself was trying to drowned you in pain? Yeah that is how I felt hearing those words come out of that doctor's mouth. Sighing he left us to deal with the news. Trisha was shocked but calm. Rubbing her back she smiled at me.

"Liam im going to go home. I have to work tomorrow and someone has to break the news to my princess. I would like to be the one to tell her."

Shaking my head. I watched as she shakily got up to walk out.

"Trish! We will follow you home!"

My mom piped up. Smiling she thanked them before heading out to her car.

"Liam are you coming?"

Shaking my head my mom eye balled me.

"Take care of yourself okay? That's all I ask."

Shaking my head once more she kissed my cheek. Then my dad gave me a bear hug.

"Take care son."

Smiling I watched them walk out of the building. Harry and Louis stared at me before I finally looked at them.

"You know it's not polite to stare?"

Neither of them laugh. I sighed before rubbing my hands over my face. Harry soon spoke up.

"Liam... It's almost midnight. What do you say you come over and stay with Louis and I for the night?"

Looking at them through my fingers I politely declined.

"Thanks but no thanks. I think I'll stay here for the night."

Taking my eyes off them I stared at the floor. Louis stood up and walked over to me.

"You sure?"

"Yes Louis I'm sure."

Still not looking at him I could feel his eyes staring into my soul. I heard his breathing get heavier as he walked away from me. Collecting Harry they both said their goodbyes to me before walking out the door. Harry stopped and caught my eyes.

"We are just a text or call away Liam. Remember that."

Grinning I chuckled weakly.

"Yeah Harold. I know."

After they left I just sat there. Deciding what my next move would be. The sound of the clock in the waiting room filled the empty dark hallways of the hospital. A doctor who I assume was going home stopped when he saw me.

"Sir it's almost twelve thirty aren't you going to go home?"

Smiling I shook my head.

"Nah. I'm to worried."

The doctor sighed before pointing down the hall.

"Room 207."

I raised a brow.

"What?"

"I said room 207. Mr. Malik is in there. I'll call to tell them I let you in just don't get in the bed with him. Can't have you messing up all the cords."

Finishing his sentence he was already halfway out the door. I found myself staring at the floor. Then the adrenaline hit and I was running down the hall scanning the numbers on the doors. My body halted as my eyes looked through the glass of room 207. My hand turned the door knob in one shaky movement. As the door open I stared sadly at the sight in front of me. Zayn had IVs in his arms and a breathing mask on. I quietly shut the door and sat in the chair next to his bed.

"Zayn."

I whisper. My hand finds his as I rub my thumb over his knuckles. The hot tears that I hid earlier found their way down my cheeks. A choking sob escaped my lips.

"Zayn.. Zayn I'm so sorry baby."

I looked at him and smiled a little. Though this is a bad state to see him, he looked peaceful. I scooted my chair closer to the bed and held his hand. My head resting beside his thigh.

"I love you Zayn. I love you so damn much."

I whispered before I began to slip into a different darkness. One where I knew I would wake up from.

-sorry I haven't updated in a while! Just a few chapters left!! Love you guys!!