Moments like these (BoyXboy)

Dont Go❤︎// 17

Louis POV

"It's been almost three months Harry. I'm worried about him."

Harry sighed shaking his head.

"I know babe I know. Liam is his own person so he will figure out how to deal with this."

Shaking my head I stood up quickly.

"Let's go talk to him. Try to get him out of that place for a damn day."

Shaking his head. Harry grabbed his shoes as we went out the door. Hopeful that Liam would leave that hospital room for his own sake.

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Going to the desk as we entered. The lady pointed at the sign in sheet. Signing the sheet we wrote the patients name in the next slot. Holding Harry's hand we made our way down the hall to Zayn's room. Neither of us were surprised to see Liam sitting next to his bed. Lightly I poked his side.

"Liam?" I whispered.

His body shift and he looked up from where he had been napping. His arms stretched behind his back as he grinned at us.

"Hey lads! What brings you here?"

Looking at Harry I spoke up.

"Li, Harry and I are going bowling. I think you should join us."

Biting his lip he scratched the back of his neck and shook his head.

"Nah I think I'll stay here, but you two go on without me."

Harry sighed and was getting ready to leave when I finally snapped. Snatching Liam's hand I glared at him.

"You aren't the only one hurting Liam. We all are, but you cooped up in this hospital all the time is not good for you or your mental health."

Sighing angrily he simply shook his head.

"I know I'm not the only one hurting Louis, but you can't tell me that if Harry was laying here you wouldn't be doing what I am. You know for a fact you would be doing the same damn thing as me right now."

He was right. Both Harry and I knew it. If Harry was laying in that bed I would of lost my mind by now. Tightening my hand on Liam's I looked him dead in the eye.

"You don't even know if he's going to come out of this!"

That was all it took. Within a blink of an eye my body was off the ground and against the wall. Harry was pulling at Liam's arm trying to get him to calm down.

"Fuck you Louis! You asshole you're his best friend. You just give up like this on him! He will wake up out of this or I will die trying to get him out of it! I'm in love with him as you are in love with Harry. You would never give up on him so don't you dare give up on Zayn."

Letting me go I dropped to the floor breathing heavy. I resisted the urge to cover my ears and count. Harry helped me up and looked over at Liam.

"Liam you are right. We shouldn't give up on Zayn, but Lou is right too. You are going to have to face the fact that Zayn might never come out of that comma."

Liam stood facing Zayn's bed not wanting to look at us. Harry once more sighed and held my hand as we left Liam in Zayn's Hospital room.

Liam's POV

I sat there confused, angry, and hurt. Did they think I was stupid? I didn't spend almost two months in this hospital with Zayn for nothing. My eyes ran across his body. Was I being selfish for wanting him to keep fighting and not give up? I moved to the left side of his bed.

"Zayn.."

I whispered out. My body soon laid beside his. My breathing growing heavier as my vision got blurrier.

"You can let go now okay? Let go. You have been fighting for so long for everyone, for me. I realized I am scared for the life I might have without you, but-"

I began to sob into my boyfriends back..

"But I would rather that then to keep seeing you go through pain."

Kissing his cheek I smiled.

"I love you Zayn Malik. I always will love you too no matter what."

Once I calmed down I got up and grabbed my jacket from the chair. Maybe I should take Louis and Harry up on their offer. Pressing Harry's number in I almost hit call when my phone hit the floor. No I didn't accidentally drop it. No I let it go ️because with in those few seconds I heard

"Don't go.."

-hmmm