Rebel Love Song (Andy Biersack)

Chapter 10 Awkwardness

Alex's pov

My breathe quickened as Andy continued doing that then he slowly started to lift up my shirt a bit more as he began kissing my neck as i bit my lip im so not ready is Andy really doing this? if its what i think it is i need a plan im so not ready for this yet i shifted uncomfortably in my spot as i screamed in pain "auch" i wrapped my hands around my stomach as Andy stopped and looked confused "whats wrong" "dont know cramps i guess since im on my period right now" i said faking that i was in pain and no i wasnt in my period right now come on i had to think of something besides who would have sex at 5 am? i slowly got up and told Andy i was going to the bathroom i ran to the bathroom down the hall and locked it i looked at myself at the mirror as i was blushing

"this cant be happening to me i-i dont know what to do..man i shouldve gone with my parents" okay this is the first time in years ive sounded nervous i mean we cant have that we arent even together i dont know what to do i mentally groaned as i laid my head against the door as i sat down i heard a knock at the door .

"hey Alex are you alright in there?" i have to lie for my sake "n-no i just have a huge headache and i just throwed up" "well ill be at my house ill come later and check you out" i heard him say i nodded "okay see ya then" i mumbled i pressed my ear against the door to listen if he left and he did i carefully opened my door and ran downstairs and locked to other door to the backyard my heart was beating fast "this is so awkward and weird for me" i mean who would actually do that not me maybe other girls would but i just dont want to right now.

i groaned and just went to my room to think on what happened now itll be i possible for me to sleep i stared at the ceiling as the only sound i could hear was of the falling rain and the wind i shifted in my bed as i tied to sleep but couldnt.

"fuck my life right now!" i tried calling my parents and nothing then i also called joey and megan but neither of them answered i met those two girls a few months ago at the music store and they loved me so we started hanging out megan is the kinda normal out of them while joey well shes a lesbian which is fine by me their really fun to be with and they are also my age i decided to text them.

Later after texting them they called me and they were on vacation right now since their family is rich they went to spain great more torture for me i hugged my pillow as i screamed this definitely can change my life i got up and just decided to distract myself i made myself some lunch,watched some tv,played on my violin,ran around the house,jumped on the bed while eating but non of that worked i was about to scream again when i heard a knock on the back door i walked slowly i aint going to open it its Andy and this will be weird especially for me i quietly ran to my room and hid under the bed as my cell phone was ringing i picked it up but made my voice sore and tired

"hello" i coughed after

"hey Alex its me how are you doing"

"im worse" i lied

"oh okay well where are you?"

"oh i went to but some medicine" yeah right i hate drinking that stuff

"alright well call me okay"

"okay bye" i ended the call im such an imbecile but what more can i do im just a weird hormonal teenager mostly Andy since guys at this age are more perverted than ever and they need their 'need' i sighed and got up from the bed as i turned off all the lights from the house and just went to sleep after.