Rebel Love Song (Andy Biersack)

Chapter 36 Maybe Forever Isnt Forever

Alex's pov

The only thing that kept stuck in my head for the past four days was the words Andy said he expressed himself veey much and promised me that no matter what happens to him or me we will stay together and no one will take our happiness away.Right now Andy was outside somewhere and i was alone in the living room just thinking about a few things,Chance got bored and he went to sleep so here i was sitting on the couch while playing with my ring 'Maybe forever wont be that bad,i would love to have a life with Andy by my side' my phone buzzed and it was Sandra.

S- Hey girly girl how's life? :D

I chuckled at her message and decided to text her back since im not exactly doing anything entertaining right now.

A-Nothing much just staying with Andy and the usual.These days have been going fine how about yours?" I pressed send and a second later she replied.

S-Mines the same boring life i wanna go on tour again! Oh Andy i bet youve been having fun ;)

A- Stop saying that!We havent done it....okay maybe we did twice :( please dont embaress me.

S-Holy shit no kidding?! Congrats man you finally lost you virginity to the man you love ahhh....thats sick i sound like one of those girls who adore their boyfriends in fact i sound like you hahaha.

A- Hmm whatever then sooo when can we hang out? maybe today?

S- Sorry cant my cousins wants me to join her art class today so ill help them how about tomorrow i think im free.

A- Sounds great how about we meet at the park i want to talk to you in private,you think you can make it for sure?

S- Anything for a friend and you know it btw havent you spoken to your cousin whats his name uhh Damon? how is he?

A- Yes its Damon,And he's fine i spoke to him yesterday...Why do you have a crush on him? ;)

S- No way man! I just wanted to know cause i met to him once and he seems like a cool dude,Well i gotta go see you tomorrow at 2?

A- Sure 2 sounds great,See ya :D

I sighed placing my phone in front of the wooden table and got up and decided to listen to We Stich These Wounds.I started singing to The Morticians Daughter as i laid down and stared at the ceiling and felt a single tear fall.Ill never meet someone else like Andy he's been protective and caring and i know that no other man has the same thing Andy has had with me and thats respect also i love Andy with every fiber of my being.

I wiped the tear away and listened to the rest of the songs but something came to my mind all of the sudden and hes it was Scout again.For some reason she comes to my mind every now and then it feels like shes entering my thoughts and shes there haunting me everyday a-and she wont leave me alone she's been obsessed with Andy so long that she doesnt realize that he doesnt loves her dont you think that a song dedicated to the girl you love is enough?

Maybe with her around ill never be able to be with Andy in peace and sometimes deep inside of me i feel that forver wont always be a forver and that something might happen to either one of us but mostly for me i just have a deep deep feeling that Scout is hiding something or maybe Andy...no he's bee sincer to me and maybe its Scout manipulating him but someday ill find out.