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VALINCIA
"I don't know Jas I'm really confused." I say huffing laying down on my bed.
It's been a 4 days since the party, turns out it was his ex.
Jasmine came over to hang out but that turned into me having a whole rant about billie and me and that I might have possibly tried distancing myself from her to get over my feelings...
Which only got worse but you know-
You are one dumb bitch
"Bitch this is the 1st time in 3 years you have admitted that you basically have a crush on someone and you're telling me that you don't have feeling for her? Your eyes literally light up every time you've talked about her." Jas comes to sit next to me throwing a bag of chips at my face.
"What the fuck was that for?" Throwing a pillow at her i glare at her knowing that she'll drag this conversation.
She just rolls her eyes she smacks me in the head with the pillow with a serious face on.
"For being a stupid bitch for ignoring your crush. Like girl I know you dumb but cmon." She whines hitting my shoulder again.
I just glare at her before letting about a big sigh. "Not a crush just... i don't know."
1st stage denial
Shut up
You can go ahead and shut up
"Don't even Valincia, I've known you for 13 years and I can read you like a damn book so you've got no excuse. But you know better then to ignore someone like that, it'll hurt her."
"Fine maybe I do have a crush, but I didn't mean to push her away, it just happened and now I feel bad." She's right but I don't know how I'm supposed to bring it up to billie.
I can't just say that I think I like you but I don't think you do so, I distanced myself from you so I wouldn't have to handle it because I'm scared of rejection but I like you even more now and it's fine if you-
Or you could tell her that
"Oh my god you finally admitted it." She squeals getting her phone out.
Huh?
I furrow my eyebrows wondering why she's so excited. "Girl what are you doing?"
"Telling the rest of them duh. We've been waiting for this for 3 years." They've been what?
"Jasmineeee how do I tell her."
This is going to be hard
"Ion know but apologize, tell her, if she rejects you then she rejects you and it'll hurt but it'll be okay."
"Wow that was so helpful." I roll my eyes at her laying there for 10 minutes as she was aggressively typing.
Girl you harassing the damn phone
I get off my bed opening the door to get some water, but I was met with Akira, Harley and Dorian jumping in me making me fall on my ass.
And then there's Blayne standing behind them with a straight face.
"Now how many times do I have to tel-"
"VAL HAS A GIRLFRIEND!!!" Akira practically screams into my ear.
I have a girlfriend?!
"Now guys I never said I had a gir-"
"Wait we can finally have the party we've been planning for years! I've got the cake!" Akira jumps up running towards my bed.
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FanfictionTriggering topics mentioned in book "So you were stalking me?" She said looking up at me. I look down at her, giving her a kiss on the head. She blushed hiding her face back into my chest. Picking her head back up with my hands, I looked right into...
