Amasai Oneshots

"Im not going anywhere.." (short)

"Hey.. you uh.."
"Hm?" Shuichi turned his attention away from his book and towards his lover siting in bed beside him.
"y-you arent.. going to.."
un-subconsciously he brought a shaky hand to his neck
Noticing, Shuichi placed down his book on the nightstand and guided Rantaro's hand into his own and held it gently before it met his already slightly scratched up neck.

"y-you.." the slight frustration of not being able to say what he needed too was now apparent on his face. He felt guilty for even trying to mention the question.

"hey.. take your time, im not going anywhere, i can wait for you.."
"Shuichi.." he answered his question without even fully hearing it..
Shuichi then held his arms out, and Rantaro gratefully accepted the invitation of his lovers warm comforting embrace.

Though it was quiet, Shuichi could feel tears staining his shirt and him slight shaking every now and then.

Headcannon: Sometimes when Rantaros mental health declines he gets afraid Shuichi will leave him, or just disappear just like others have in the past.
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Rantaro has a bad habit of scratching his neck
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Rantaro has a hard ass time saying how he feels