Please Come Home

Please Come Home part 36

I couldn't believe it, I didn't want to believe it. I was still paranoid about my last pregnancy, what if this one was the same, I couldn't loose another baby, I just couldn't. I didn't even know who the father was, was it Jug? Or Archie? I was so stupid. I couldn't handle this anymore, I needed to get away from everything around me.

B-"Jay!"

He came running into my room then sat on my bed. I walked over to him and pulled him into a hug.

B-"Do you wanna go to grandma's?"

He nodded his head and I lightly smiled. I called my mom and told her I needed to talk to her about something and I was bringing Jay over, she was ok with it and as soon as the like disconnected I grabbed Jay then we drove to her house.

B-"Mom!"

I saw her run down the stairs with a laundry basket then Jay ran over and gave her a hug. Then he went and played with his toys in the living room while Mom and I sat down and talked.

A-"Want any coffee?"

B-"Decaf"

She raised an eyebrow at me but I kept my stare on the table.

A-"You know what, it's the middle of the day, how about we have a cup of wine"

B-"Um, I'm good, I'll just have coffee"

She grinned to herself then poured the coffee into the two cups. I started to get really hot, almost sweating so I started to fan myself.

B-"Is it just me or is it really hot in here?"

She brought the coffee over and set it down in front of me then grabbed a plate of cheese and put it in front of me. The cheese made me extremely nauseous so I ran to the bathroom and threw up, when I was done I sat with my back propped up against the wall and my Mom leaned against the door frame.

A-"You're pregnant aren't you?"

B-"Yeah"

I got up and washed my hands then we went back to the table, my mom had already cleared the cheese away so we both sat down and she got me some water.

B-"Thank you"

A-"No problem. Now tell me how your feeling"

B-"Mom I'm fine"

A-"I'll take out the cheese again"

B-"Fine! I'm not feeling... the greatest. I'm already so stressed and sick and hurt and I have so many different emotions that I don't know how to control!" (tears)

A-"Shhhh, Shhhh. I know honey, I'm scared too, but it'll all be ok. I'll help you, Archie will help you-"

B-"Not if he's not the father" (mumbles)

A-"He's not?! Then who is?"

B-"It might be Jughead's"

A-"Jughead?! I thought you were done with him"

B-"I'm sorry Mom, I can't just cut him out of my life, he's still the father of my child, maybe even children"

She sighed and rubbed my back lightly while my head was propped up by my hands.

A-"When are you going to tell them?"

B-"I want to find out who the father is first"

A-"I can make an appointment"

I nodded and she picked up her phone then called and made an appointment for me. After she got off the phone she came and sat back down with me.

A-"You have an appointment Thursday at 3"

B-"That's perfect, Jug has Jay that day so I'll be alone"

She gave me a warm smile and grabbed my hand then rubbed the top of it with her thumb.

A-"It'll be ok, I'll be here with you. You won't be alone"

B-"Thanks Mom" (tears)