Another Cullen~Twilight

10- Freakout

I sat in my room trying to read, but couldn't help thinking about Edward and Bella. I could hear them chatting in Edward's room, which was next to mine. I sigh, wishing Edward would talk to me as much as he used to.

I heard a light tap and turned to find Rose standing in the doorway. She gave me a sad smile. 

"You okay Row?" She asks softly.

"I guess, I just wish he would notice me y'know"

"Maybe he just needs time to think about it?" She offers, sitting on my bed.

"But that's the thing, whenever he needs to think about something, he comes to me! And now it's like I don't even exist" I hold back tears, as I cuddle into Rose's arms.

"Maybe I'm being too emotional! Maybe I'm overreacting! But I feel stupid and forgotten either way! I hate this!" I cry quietly.

"Shh Rowan, your not stupid, or forgotten!" Rosalie assures me. She kisses the top of my head, when Alice and Jasper come skipping in, well Jasper walked, Alice, skipped.

"Rowan! calm down! I know I said you wouldn't but now you shouting at Bella is back!" Alice says, obviously upset.

"Don't fucking tell me to calm down Alice! You like her, She likes you! Edward still talks to you! Not me! So shut up!" I shout, regretting it instantly but not showing it. I get up and storm out, only to be held back by Jasper. He gives me a sad frown and pulls me back into my room.

"Let me go!" I cry, struggling against his strength. 

"Rowan please, it's okay! everything is fine! We'll sort everything out!" Rose strokes my hair and gently pulls me onto her lap again when Jasper lets go.

"No, it won't be! It's all ruined! I have no one now!" My scream was muffled by tears.

Mom and Dad come rushing in, and Rose tells Alice and Jasper to leave, as Emmet walks in.

"Please don't cry, honey!" Esme says, taking me from Rose.

"Rowan, your strong, I know you are, try and calm down" Carlisle pats my back.

I tried, I really did. The fact that Edward could hear what was going on, and could mind-read if he couldn't physically hear, and was still sitting in the room next to me, chatting to Bella was what completely broke me. I couldn't understand why he chooses her, and just completely forgot me.

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After a while, it's just me left in my room. I stare at all the paintings scattered around my room. All of them have a meaning or a story, whether they were hidden or not.

There was a drawing of Emmet and Rose at one of their weddings, A painting of the weird rock Jasper and I found on holiday once, and a picture of me and Edward catching butterflies.

Moving back to Forks wasn't our greatest idea, maybe Edward thought it was great, I definitely did not.

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