I woke up, again with little energy. Again, it was almost midday. Again my eyes were red from crying. Again I woke up with no Edward.
I sighed, looking in the mirror. My hair was a mess, and there were small bags forming under my eyes. I took a quick shower before walking downstairs. Esme was in the lounge, she smiled as I walked in. She patted the couch next to her, and I sat down.
"Would you like to tell me what went on yesterday?" She said, both worried and upset. I knew what I did wasn't right, but I didn't mean for it to happen. I took a deep breath and looked up at her.
"I just- Edward, he, he put me to bed...and I thought he had remembered me, but...it was just to get me out of the way" I began, talking slowly, so I wouldn't rush or cry.
"Do you think you were in the way?" Esme asks. I look at her unsure.
"No, I thought not," She smiles "I don't think you were in the way of anything, Edward just really loves Bella"
I cringe as she says the last bit. Edward used to love me too, just not the way she loves Bella now. Esme motions for me to carry on.
"And when I woke up...there was a bird, I followed it and then I got lost...and the werewolf came...and then I came back" I stuttered. Esme nodded slowly.
"Werewolves? how come none of us smelt anything on you?"
"I washed in a river.."
"Oh, well it looks like you've had quite the adventure, how about you watch someone else's adventure," She says, gesturing to the TV. I nod, smiling weakly. Maybe it would distract me.
"Oh and I assume you don't want me to tell your siblings you ran into some werewolves?" Esme says, walking out the room.
"Oh god! Please don't tell them!" I shout after her, turning on the TV.
I watched it for about two hours. I got hungry and walked to the kitchen. I started making late lunch for myself when all my siblings walked in.
"Hi! How was school guys" I say, licking the excess food off my knife.
"Meh, same as always," Alice says, clinging to Jasper's side. I nodded, giggling.
"How was your day?" Emmet says, rufflings my hair, I shrug my shoulders. I hadn't been very productive at all. Alice, Jasper, and Rose left, leaving Emmet and I in the kitchen. He watched as I made my food, and sat down.
"You've been very...not you...lately, are you okay?" He asks, I freeze nervously, take a few breaths before turning to him.
"I don't know, I'm just upset, I miss Eddie" I smile sadly. Emmet says nothing, instead, he walks over and gives me a big hug.
"It'll be okay" He kisses my forehead.
I'm not sure if I agree, but it's better than nothing...right?
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Another Cullen~Twilight
FanfictionWhat if there was another Cullen? Who had been changed after Edward? and she had some unique gifts? what if the Twilight story was rewritten from her point of view? Rowan Cullen was changed after Edward. No one knows who changed her, but Edward fou...
