Monster's and Demons (Darling in the franxx male reader insert)

Chapter: 005 - Revelations

Side note: Hi!!! So I know the chapters up to this point have been pretty short and this is the longest one yet right now I'm sitting at like 271 words. Anyways, on with the chapter!!!!!

Command room 04:45 AM

(Y/n) pov

"Me and Amy, we were unstoppable, we took assignments others were too afraid to, we went were no sane person would ever even think of going, leaving nothing but bodies in our wake. Our Franxx was what they based the 9's Franxx on, so it looked a little bit different."

"Ok but why is she your former partner?" Zero Two asks

"Because, because I-, because I killed her." I say chokeing back tears

Everyone in the room gasps at once and then a deafening silence follows

"During a kissing between plantations 43 and 17 we were sent to secure the perimeter, and I got knocked out, and when I woke up, I was holding her lifeless body in my hands."

"Oh my-" Miku says

"I was shown the footage from inside the cockpit, it showed me waking up, with a look on my face I can only be described in one word, "hatred", I jumped up out of my chair and wraped my hands around her neck. I just squeezed, and squeezed, harder and harder, until she stopped breathing. Then I just, fell, I fell to the floor, and didn't move for a good 30 minutes. Then the footage went black"
I say

"And from that moment on I vowed that I would never let what happened to Amy happen to anyone else. And so I locked myself away from everyone and everything, and I created BT. A way for me to still be of use, and not hurt anyone." I say with my head hung low

"Ugh, I can't believe we've been living with a killer for 9 months!!!" Miku shouts

"Calm down!" Nana says sternly

"(Y/n)" Ichigo says

"Yeah?" I ask quietly

"Why didn't you tell us?" She asks

"Because I was afraid of how you would react. I mean look at Miku." I say

"She's just overreacting" she says softly

"No she's not" I say "She's right you know." "I am a killer. I am...........a monster."