Empty Eyes: Book 1

Chapter 23-Mature Content

I could feel Sasuke's grip on my arm shaking as he fought to control his actions and tore his teeth away from my skin with an animalistic growl. His nails dug into the soft skin on the under part of my arm to the point so deeply that I was sure it'd started bleeding.

I stopped hitting and pushing him away when it became clear that he'd finally realized what was happening. I tried to reassure him as steadily as possible, "Y-You can do this!" My voice was breathy and shaking with fear.

I pressed a firm hand against my bleeding neck to try and slow the flow of my lifeforce. I was weak to begin with, so it wouldn't take as much blood loss as usual to do me in.

Sasuke's face was terrifying to behold. The skin around his eyes was dark and veiny and his canines seemed as sharp as a wolf's. His brows were furrowed with effort and it was clear the familiar electricity that I'd felt on multiple occasions when disobeying orders shooting through probably his entire body.

I started to ease my way out from under him to try and escape to Sai's room across the hall, but his grip on my arm somehow tightened even further, earning a painful gasp from me and another growl from Sasuke. If his grip tightened any further, I'm sure the bone would break from the pressure.

His voice was strained as he spoke through his torture, "I...I don't know what to do..."

My eyes widened in shock as something wet landed on my cheek and I met his vibrant gaze to see that tears were welling up in his eyes. The sight of him trying so hard to protect me that he was in tears made something click inside of me and it was like I suddenly knew what we had to do.

I cautiously laid my free hand against his cheek, but it seemed to break his focus. A snarl slid from his lips and his teeth were suddenly latched back onto my neck. My hair was wild about the pillows as my body jolted in shock. He moaned and growled as he obviously tried and failed to stop himself.

A gasp slipped past my lips, but I made myself stay calm and wrapped my free arm around his shoulder and wrapped my hand in his messy hair, "L-let's do it now, Sasuke." My voice was shaky with the bloodloss, but firm enough to shock him into freezing.

He pulled his teeth out of my skin and spoke angrily into my neck. His voice was gritty with rage, "I can't do that to y-"

I tightened my grip on his hair and wrapped my legs around his torso, feeling against my lower regions that he was already hard as a rock. To vampires, feeding and sex often run hand in hand. That was something I'd picked up after spending time around both the Uchihas and the Subakus.

"You have to or you won't be able to...Just do it, okay? Please!"

His instincts seemed to kick in and my nightgown was quickly torn to shreds and tossed aside. I removed my fingers from his hair and reached in between us to tug at his pants weakly. His brow furrowed as he looked down at my trembling body, vibrant blood smeared from my neck down to my chest from the still bleeding wound he'd caused, before he buried his face back into my shoulder to continue the fight against himself.

His words were barely distinguishable, "What if I can't stop?"

Tears welled up in my eyes and I squeezed them shut to keep them from falling, "Then at least we tried."

Before I could react, Sasuke's lips were pressed roughly against mine. His canine nicked my bottom lip, but we both ignored it. He seemed to be doing all he could to distract himself from his bloodlust. My skin prickled as I tried to ignore the fact we were in the predicament that we were and imagined we were doing this of our own accord. I let myself ease into his touch, forcing myself to think only of the positive experiences we've had with one another.

Tears started rolling freely down my cheeks, but I bravely put a hand on his broad shoulder and arched my body up to press against his because it felt natural.

An animalistic snarl was masked by our kiss and before I could register what was happening, a sharp pain erupted through my body, starting in my lower regions. A cry burst from my mouth and I felt my whole body shake as I tore my lips from Sasuke's and buried my head into his shaking shoulder.

His grip returned to my arm and I was pushed back roughly against the pillows. His eyes locked onto mine and he looked as though he were in just as much pain as I was. He submerged it the rest of the way and I squeezed my eyes shut to try and stop myself from making anymore noises, but I wasn't prepared for just how large it was and felt myself gasping for breath through the throbbing pain.

I heard him try to say something to me, but couldn't make it out over my heartbeat pulsating through my ears. I shook my head and clung to his shoulder for dear life with my free hand.

His free hand suddenly ripped it away and my eyes shot open in shock as they locked onto his own wild red ones. A sigh slipped past my lips as the burning pain that'd enveloped me disappeared in an instant, leaving only my pure attraction to Sasuke and the unstable feeling from earlier in the day when I'd nearly fainted from exhaustion.

"T-T-Thank you!"

He shook his head with a look of disgust as his eyes danced over my face and upper body, "Don't thank me for this."

I felt him pull out of me almost completely before shoving it all the way back in with as little force as he could, but it seemed nearly impossible for him to ease up with the effort he was dedicating to keep himself from draining me of my blood. His whole body shook as he clung to what little control he had left.

With the pain, thankfully, being taken away from me, a massive wave of an unfamiliar bliss tingled through my whole body, softly at first, but started getting stronger with each thrust of his hips against mine. I didn't know how to react when he suddenly hit a spot that I didn't know existed, making my insides spasm around him.

Euphoria washed over my body as he moved. I couldn't tell if I was vocalizing my pleasure or if I was too weak to manage a sound. Honestly, I had no idea what my body was doing. All I knew was that I was getting closer and closer to both passing out and reaching an unbearable climax.

I flinched when I felt his teeth sink back into the skin he'd already bitten before, but ultimately forgot about it in my dazed state. As quickly as he'd taken away my pain, a violent and wonderful pressure built up inside me and after another few moments of his rough movements, an explosion of absolute bliss shook me to the core.

My insides squeezed and shook around him, my nails digging into the skin on his shoulder as I tried to cling to my consciousness through it all. His chest shook with a low moan as he felt my body's reaction to him. Once the moment passed, a massive wave of exhaustion washed over me and I struggled to even lift a hand.

I breathlessly lay beneath him trying to recollect what the hell had just happened. He didn't slow his movements or show any signs of stopping and it felt amazing even after I'd already climaxed, but I could tell I was reaching the point in my blood loss where I wouldn't be able to hold on much longer.

My fingers curled around his shoulder weakly and his hand grasped it to shove it against the mattress. The pleasure I'd been feeling faded away as terror sank in. He was really going to kill me if he didn't stop. I was so caught up with the amazing sensations he'd given me that I forgot why he was giving me them to begin with.

My body was too weak to struggle against his vice-like hold, but I tried to plead with him with the little energy I had left. "S-Sasuke, stop..." My voice was hoarse and sounded far away to my own ears.

His grip on both my hand and arm tightened and a dangerous noise rumbled through his chest as he continued to drink from my neck. Even as I lost my consciousness, he didn't show signs of stopping.