my name is Lindsey king i'm a 16 year old girl with anger issues and depression that is not a good mix together but my best friends help bring me back to reality my best friends are tori, hawk, and miguel i moved back to Reseda 2 years ago and they...
my alarm went off at 6am so i could start getting ready for school, miguel said he wouldn't be at school today and he's my normal ride because i don't like driving, the reason to that is when i was 14 my parents got into a horrible accident with me in the back seat they both died a week later in the hospital so my aunt stops by the house every week to make sure i'm ok and get groceries and pay my bills every month. hawk calls me so i answer hawk: hey need a ride to school today me: yes please i don't wanna drive *we both laugh hawk: alright i'm coming over early so i can eat your food love you see you in 10 minutes he hangs up damn he always does this i laugh to myself, i should probably get ready so i do my makeup with it only my eye brows and lashes then i put on a black crop top with a white cropped zip up and a pair of black lulu lemon leggings, i don't wear shorts or go swimming anymore because i have cuts all alone my thighs yes fresh ones and scars, tori knows and so does miguel but i have not told hawk yet because i'm scared to soon after i hear my font door open hawk: "LINDSEY IM HERE" i come running down the stairs and jump into his arms "looks like somone missed me" he laughs me: "of corse i did you went to florida for a month never do that again" he laughs hawk: "looks like next time i will have to bring you with me and go swimming in the ocean and tan" then me says somthing under his breath " make out" me: "what was that i couldn't hear you" he laughs and puts me down and walks over to my refrigerator to get food hawk: "oooo looks like someone went shopping" he smirks at me me: ya my aunt did she also bought XL condoms and put them in my night stand idk who she thinks i'm going to have sex with hawk: "i bet i'm a XL" he says smirking at me me: oh sure you are hawk keep telling yourself that" i pat him on that back and walk away but then i feel him pick me up and swing me over his shoulder like nothing and run to my room throwing me in the bed hawk: "where are they" he says looking around my room and he abruptly stops and looks back at me so i give him a confused look hawk: "linds why the hell do you have this" he says holding my razor with out the blades in it me: "to shave my legs and other areas" i say trying to cover my my lie hawk: "then where the hell are the blades don't lie to me" i can see a tear drip from his eyes as he realizes where they are "show me your thighs right now" he knows i don't do my wrists because i always wear short sleeve shirts me: "no" a tear falls from my eye i slide down my pants and his face goes in complete shock i can't read any of his emotions hawk: "why the hell would you do this to yourself" he starts crying and gives me a really tight hug "let me see them again" i pull down my pants again i sit on my bed and he kneels on the ground looking at all of them and he kissed one the really deep one and it is really close to my pussy i stand up and he pulls my pants up me: "i'm sorry" i say crying hawk: "promise me you will never do this again lins promise me" he says with tears falling out of his eyes me: "i can't i don't like my life this is the only thing that brings me pain and i love it" at this point i am balling my eyes out hawk: "fine then i'm moving in here of your moving in with me end of discussion lin's your different then all of the other girls i care about you way more then i should i love you so much you have to stop, we are not going to school today you are going to pack a bag and your moving in with me and we will switch every week you will come live at my house and i will live here so your aunt i sent paying all this money for nothing" he looks at my covered up thighs from my leggings and pulls me into a really tight hug again me: "hawk i love you and i'm sorry that you found out like this i was going to tell you soon but not like this" he releases me from the hug and looks me dead in the eyes hawk: "i love you so so much lin's and i'm happy that i know so now i can stop you from doing it when i'm home here and my house" i hug him again then we both stand up and walk to his car to go to his house. after 10 minutes of driving we pull into his houses driveway we get out of the car and walk to the front door and open it he grabbed my hand and we walk in holing hands miss m: "eli what are you doing home oh hi lin's" she looks down at our hands "o am i interrupting somthing" she points to them hawk: "what no what would you be interrupting" he looks at her confused miss m: "i didn't know if you to got out of school to you know go to your bedroom and" he stoped her hawk: "god mom no not the time " miss m: "i don't know that's what happened last time" what how did she know hawk: "mom that's when she was my girlfriend wait how tf do you know about that" he was getting mad so i squeezed his hand and he look down at my and calmed himself down miss m: "i heard it eli well no funny business i have to go to work i love you" he rolled his eyes and we walked up to his room. yes me and hawk dated that's one of the reasons i look at him differently then miguel tori and yes we had sex multiple times but that does not matter now hawk: "lin's are you ok you have been really quiet and your not sitting on my bed your just standing there" he look at me concerned me: "ya i'm ok, i'm just embarrassed that your mom heard us a couple months ago" i said putting my hand on the back of my neck hawk: "same but it was worth it those times were perfect, having you sleep in my arms i would give you kisses all around your face you would get bright red me tori and miguel would laugh, i miss that" he looked down at me and smiled with tears in his eyes me: "hawk don't cry your gunna make me cry" i wrap my arms around his torso and cry to myself hawk: "if i don't get to cry you can't" he picked me up so out heads could be level, he leans in and gives me a passionate kiss on the lips and bites my bottom lip "god i miss us" he looks me in the eye me: "so do i hawk but i can't deal with another heart break that break up broke me to much i stayed in my room forever and didn't eat anything i'm still not over it" a tear falls out of my eye hawk: and what makes you think i'm over you kind i am not where close to it i love you so much i can't think about dating anyone else" he kisses me again. the rest of the day was pretty bland we watched movies ate popcorn and fell asleep i fell asleep in his arms like we used to all the time. -hawks pov- at 11 the next mourning i wake up and look at the insta notification and i'm going to kill my mom ———————————————————————— hawks_cool.mom101
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look at hawk and lin's sleeping❤️ liked by: miguel+stairs=love, tori_1234 and 1098 more comments miguel+stairs=love: and they say there not dating tori_1234: awwww they are so cute together i'm so sad they broke up🥺 hawk+lin's_fp: they have to be dating they are so cute together hawk.the.badass: mom i'm gunna kill you and no we are not dating miguel+stairs=love reply to hawk.the.badass hawk stfu we all know you two are ———————————————————————— hawk: "MOM I HATE YOU" miss m: "shhhhhh don't wake her up and i though it was cute" hawk: "ok but don't post it on insta my friends follow you" i role my eyes and she leaves the room i cuddle back up to lin's and kiss her forehead "i love you so much princess" and soon after i drift back to sleep because we went to bed at 7:00am ———————————————————————— a.n: i hope you enjoyed this chapter thank yo for reading —————————— word count: 1556
