just friends?

chapter 9

lindsay's pov
hawk walks back into his room after he's done getting all of his anger out at the dojo and sees me laying in his bad
"i see someone missed me" i was wearing one of his sweatshirts and i was covered on his blankets, the way our room is set up is there is two beds 1 for him 1 for me and i officially moved into his house last week
"no i didn't miss you" i said barring my face in his pillow
"are you sure cuz your laying in my bed not yours and your also wearing my sweatshirt" he sits down next to me
"ok maybe just a little" he laughs
"ok well i'm getting changed and taking a shower" he takes everything off but his boxers and i see the print and he was rlly hard
"i see someone's excited" he looks down
"shit, well now ima have to jerk off in the shower, or i can wait and jerk off im my bed that your laying in you can ether lay next to me go to your own bed or help" he smirks
"ugh i just started my period" i'm mad now
"we could lay down some towels and plus what good is a sword without any blood on it" he kisses me and walks away to take his shower i continue to lay in his bed and cuddle myself all around that blankets i fall asleep and hawk wakes me up "lins do you know where my brush is"
"mmmm no let me sleep"
"baby wake up please" he's so cute
"i'm tired"
"how about i make you even more tired and then you can fall asleep after that" he smirks
"ok" i sit up snd hawk pulls me on top of him we are roughly making out, almost 20 minutes pass and he's railing the shit out of me, after 2 hours go by we cum and are laying down cuddling and his mom walks in, we are under the blankets but it's obvious we had sex cuz i'm laying on my stomach and the blankets aren't that high so you can see my back and my legs are shaking
"ELI" his mom yells and we wake up
"fuck mom get out you know we were sleeping" he says covering us up
"i see you two had sex"
"mom just get out"
"are you two back together, and did you use protection" fuck i didn't take my birth control pills this week
"no we are not together and yes" thank god
"ok well get dressed we have company coming over" she walks out
"eli" he looks at me
"yes princess" o god i'm scared
"did you use protection"
"yes baby i know you didn't take your pills" he kisses me
"thank you baby" we cuddle still fully naked and we fall back asleep
-a couple hours later-
we have been up for a wile and now have cloths on but we were in the middle of making out when his mom comes in his room and sees me on top of him his hands on my ass and us making out, little did we know his grandma was right next to her and the condom we used was still on the bed obviously seen
"ELI" his grandma yells, we jump up
"hi grandma" he try's to hug her
"no eli what happened for waiting till marriage i see the rapper on your bed" he looks embarrassed
"um" is all he could get out of his mouth
"are you two at least dating"
"yes grandma" she hugs him
"im very disappointed in you eli" and they walk out of his room and close the door and we burst out laughing
"ya eli what happened for waiting for marriage"
"you came into my life" he gets on top of me and kisses me then lays down, i swear he makes me get so many butterflies in my tummy
"i love you" he looks up at me
"do you trust me, be honest"
"yes eli i trust you"
"i know you trust me with your body but do you trust me like in a relationship" i don't know
"eli i trust you but you have cheated on me twice how do you think that makes me feel" he looks down
"i know lindsay, and i hate myself for it but i'm so in love with you i can't stand the thought of you getting with someone else and that's always a possibility when your not mine"
"eli i'm never going to get with someone else, you get this type of love once in your life and you the one i want to spend it with" he looks up and smiles at me
"lindsay will you please give me another chance" i don't know what i should do
"yes i will eli, but this is the last one if you cheat your not getting another chance"
"so lins will you be my girlfriend"
"yes eli i will be your girlfriend" we kiss and it's short but passionate
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an: sorry this chapter is so short but i hope you like it
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