Chaos is Kind | 18+

12 - Fuck You

WREN

I was well and truly alone again, Elijah had left this morning and I was sure he wasn't coming back after my temper with him yesterday.

I had laid on the couch for most of the day and I had no intention of getting up but when I heard the doorknob click and immediately turned my attention to the door.

Bellamy pushed it open and stared down at me on the couch, I hoped like hell I wasn't dreaming this time.

I stood in front of him silently, a tear dripped down my face as I slid my fingertips down his jaw softly.

"Bellamy..." I whispered and refused to blink for fear he might disappear, maybe I was just delusional.

"Wren..." He replied, straight-faced but I could see through the blank expression, he was happy to be back.

"Fuck you-" My palm connected with his cheek before I could think and his face was still tilted from the slap. Tears blurring my vision as I waited for him to say something, anything.

The door was closed behind him and within seconds I was pinned against it, my wrists locked above my head as our lips passionately intertwined.

"Fuck me?" He questioned, his free hand exploring my body and making its way to the zipper of my shorts.

"How about I fuck you?" He added as I remained silent, still gasping from the kiss and trying to wrap my head around the fact he was actually here.

I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt his hand pressing against the thin fabric of my underwear, sending sparks through my body.

I could deal with the fact he left me here alone for a week later.

"Yes, yes- yes." I answered him and he lifted me, urging me to wrap my legs around his waist.

Pulling me against him and locking our lips once more he carried me to the bedroom where I had been sleeping alone for the past week. He laid me on the freshly made bed and pulled his leather jacket off of his gorgeously tattooed arms and stared down as I waited.

"Your a virgin?" He questioned, leaning down over me with nothing covering his chest and arms, kissing up my stomach as I panted.

Was it that obvious? Okay yeah, maybe a little.

I looked up at him, my lips only an inch from his. His breath hit my skin, making me shiver.

"Mhm." I hummed as he began kissing my neck and pushed the hem of my t-shirt up my torso.

"Are you nervous?" He kissed down my stomach.

"No." I responded honestly, excited, not nervous.

"Are you sure?" He pulled down my light blue shorts, followed by my underwear and began to make his way down, kissing just above my clit.

"Y-yes." I murmured.

He pulled himself back over me, at this point both of us fully naked and sexually frustrated.

In the three months I had been staying at Bellamy's, he had never had a girl over and never gone to hook up with one that I know of, that seemed like an awfully long time for someone like him.

He pulled a condom from one of the bedside draws and rolled it over himself before positioning himself at my entrance, the anticipation was short lived as he pushed the tip into me slowly.

My mouth opened but I couldn't get any words out. Gasping, slowly I adjusted to his size and wrapped my arms around his neck for stability.

He continued to push into me, stretching my walls so I could fit him. We moaned in sync as he slowly pulled out halfway and thrusted back in at speed.

He continued the movements, thrusting his hips back and forth against my skin. I could feel tension building in my stomach just like before as his pace began to slow and my head dug into the sheets.

"Bellamy-" I moaned out, burying my face in his neck as he thrusted a little harder and my stomach did backflips every time he hit the deep spot inside of me.

"Oh god-" He mumbled against the skin on my neck and I watched just over his shoulder as his hips rolled back and forth.

"That's it baby, take it all." He kissed down my neck before separating our bodies and lifting my legs from either side of his body and lifting them to rest on his shoulders.

I chuckled lightly at the new position before he gripped my thighs and pushed back in, this time even deeper than before.

"Such a good slut for me, baby." I gasped at his words and dug my head back into the mattress and digging my nails into his thighs as every muscle in my body began contracting.

"Uh- fuck!" I moaned as I found one of his fingers circling my clit from the front as the pleasure became intolerable and I felt the pressure overflow, all my muscles simultaneously relaxing and pulsing as my back flopped back onto the bed.

A few more thrusts and I felt the condom inside me fill with warm liquid, I felt him pull out of me and I immediately felt empty but satisfied, my heat still pulsing.

He pulled the condom off and carried me bridal style into the bathroom, flicking the water and letting it trickled down over me.

"Was that okay?" He whispered into my ear as he massaged bubbly shampoo into my long dark hair.

"Yes," I answered and lay my head back into his shoulder, "...it was better than okay."

"It doesn't change the fact that we need to talk." I added and he wrapped hand around my lips and swayed back and forth under the water.

"Shh, il mio amore. Later but just let me enjoy you now." (, my love.) He whispered planting a prolonged kiss on my temple.

After the best shower I've had all week we finally left the bathroom to change. I pulled one of his t-shirts and a pair of underwear on, gaining a smile from him when he realised and he simply put on a pair of sweatpants.

We relaxed on the couch as I lay over him and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Where were you, Bell?" I asked hesitantly as if to make sure he wouldn't disappear again, tracing the patterns on his abs with my fingertips as he did the same but across my thigh.

"I just needed to get away." He responded, stroking my hair and tucking a dangling piece behind my ear.

"From me?" I assumed at his short answer.

"Not from you- just, from everything." He added and I had a slight idea where he was coming from, I just wish he knew how to explain it better.

"Promise not to leave me again?" I asked but it was more of an order than a question.

"You have to underst-" He started but I wasn't having it.

"Promise me." I ordered once again.

"I promise, Wren." He gave in.

"Do you have a motorbike?" The bulky black helmet dumped near the door caught my eye.

"Well I don't wear that in the car?" He chuckled and gave me a small smile as I got overly excited like a little kid.

"Can you take me on it?" I gleamed and he bowed his head in amusement.

"Sure."

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