What if... (3rd life one-shots, read desc)

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Word Count: 1250+
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    "Go on, speak up" My mind decided to listen to him. "I'm not here to waste time on you." I kept pointing at him with my sword, ready to strike him if he did any strange move.
   
    Tango smirked, looking at me with a smile on his face. Why is he... "Come on, Impulse. I thought you knew us already, this was all part of your loyalty test dude. Look, Cleo didn't agree on this idea but Bdubs and I still wanted you back with us." He got up and chuckled. Is this... Is this the truth?
   
    "Impulse, I don't wanna make decisions for you but don't listen to him. You told us you wanted him gone right?" Skizz placed his hand on my shoulder, monitoring my moves. Glad he did, it calmed myself down a bit.
   
    "What do you mean? You hurt me when I was unable to think straight, Tango. Do you think messing with my feelings is something a friend would do?" I started sobbing again. I don't know what's up with me, but I'm just so sensitive about this today when I shouldn't make it a big of a deal. "I had already made my decision of staying with Dogwarts after that chat with Cleo..."
   
    "I- Listen... I know I went a little bit to far, I admit it and regret it. But please keep in mind that we still consider you our ally. You don't need these dogs, they're not worth your time." He apologized. Oh now I feel even worse about this whole situation. What do I do here? Do I... do I stick with Dogwarts or go back to the day-one alliance? If Tango's speaking the truth then... maybe I should go back to my main plan? But I don't wanna leave Skizz behind! He made me feel more included than with the crastle!
   
    "HEY." Skizz growled. "You don't speak trash about OUR Kingdom! It's better than your stupid sand alliance!" He didn't take that comment really well, but that shows how loyal he is to our king.
   
    "Like if yours was better. Come on Impy, you know you want to stay with us. Just... keep everything cool and come with me to the crastle, leave this guy here." He offered me his hand, apparently to take me to the field where the bigger battle was.

   
    >Grian was shot by Etho.

   
    "Eish. Impulse we have no yellows anymore! or- well we have Scott but he's in his own world. We need you in battle." Tango kept trying. He was succeeding somehow, but I was still really, REALLY insecure of what to do.
   
    Skizz and Tango started yelling at each other about whose side is better while the actual teams were in the background fighting. I was left with my thoughts, but it felt like the world was watching and judging me. My ears were ringing and there was noises inside my head, telling me to end/join him, words overlapping each other. But, if this is all a test of loyalty to my first-day alliance... then maybe I should forgive and forget..?
   
    "Grrr... Will you two shut up already!" I yelled, catching their attention. I had to make a quick decision before these thoughts got louder and louder, Tango was STILL my enemy, so I did what a great ally to my kingdom would do; I tried to take him out of the game. However... he was going very easy on me; no attacking back, just blocking and dodging. He knew I wouldn't be the cause of his last death... and that's just messes with my mind even more! Skizz's been really nice to me and Tango apologized for his actions, plus he's on the day-one crew. What to do... What to do! Oh I know, just have a breakdown right in front of everyone because that's what MY BODY decided to DO.
   
    My legs went numb for a second and my hands were shaking, panicking because these thoughts were getting the best of me. I crumbled into a ball in hopes the voices in my head would stop telling me to choose one side or another.
   

    "Impulse-?" Skizz was now concerned, or at least his tone was. I felt like I was having an anxiety attack; my whole body was trembling, tears fell off my eyes, everything was so loud... It's all madness, madness how choosing a side in battle could trigger such a response.
   
    "Impulse? What's the matter dude!" Ren came around, not losing focus from the enemies. The battle seemed to have cooled off a bit since our scene caught everyone's attention.
   
    "I- I can't... I just can't do it..." I muttered, trying to get myself together. I saw Tango chuckle from the corner of my eye while I got up.
   
    "Aaaaand he couldn't do it... hah. Weaaaak." He whispered to himself. "Oh Impulse, he couldn't even let down his allies without throwing a tantrum." Tango said out loud this time, teasing me a lil bit.
   
    "No wait-" I tried to speak but chaos broke loose. They were still fighting but the whole thing went to us, me being the center of attention apparently.
   
    "Wait! So you're telling me Impulse IS with the crastle?" Martyn exclaimed. To be fair, my actions perfectly gave it away; I didn't really attack the sand people, I typed a message in chat 'warning them about our arrival to the desert'... What's to expect...?
   
    "Martyn I-..." I tried to speak without thinking, failing miserably. I stopped for a second and gathered myself together, expecting to face off with Dogwarts for my decisions. "They're my.... they're my ride or die... my first day alliance, I can't let them down now.." They were shocked for sure when these words came out of my mouth, especially Skizz.
   
    "You... How could you!!" Ren yelled and focused on me. I didn't have any time to react whatsoever so I took the damage. It was... bearable, let's say. I didn't attack back though, I couldn't think straight from everything that happened.
   
    "I thought you changed...I thought we were in good terms again, that we were buddy buddy. I never said anything about this whole situation just so you wouldn't get in trouble. It seems like YOU DIDN'T learn ANYTHING about this whole situation!!" I could feel Skizz's disappointment, but what's to expect when you betray somebody... but how did he know I was with the enemy from the start? Before I knew it, Skizz attacked me and, because I wasn't looking at my health, ended my second life.
   

    >impulseSV was slain by Skizzleman.
   

    I respawned inside the crastle, getting stared down by Cleo and Joel. "I think we know what to do, ey Cleo?" The guy told our ally. She nodded, and looked at me weird.... it was an expression I couldn't read by just looking at her.
   
    "I'm sorry Impulse, but this has to be done." Her tone wasn't the happiest lets say. Joel got out his sword and Cleo his crossbow... am I dead? I think I'm dead. "Impulse we're so sorry but THEY told us to do this, we can't have you around, you're far too untrustworthy..." Joel really sounded like he didn't want to do this, more like he was forced into... killing me...
   
    "Goodbye, Impulse. Say hi to Bdubs for me..." Cleo shot the crossbow and Joel swang his sword at me. I had nothing, I just accepted my fate with a smile.
   

    >impulseSV was shot by ZombieCleo.