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26- love it when you breathe

Jungkook's POV

I move forth to get what i want, my eyes not leaving hers and even when she's averting mine because of what i'm going to do. I tilt my head, close my eyes and press my lips against hers.

My heart rushes too hardly inside the cage of my ribs and my eyelashes flutter close, brushing on her hot cheek slowly turning into a shade of red. Blazing fire, running inside my veins and our rapid thumping hearts face each other, hers also in the same poor condition as mine.

I bring my right hand up to hold the side of her face, slowly pushing her to the wall, as i still do not move and keep the contact paused and soft to feel all the things even more.

"I love you." I separate our skins, but open my eyes and cup her face with both my hands, and make her look at me. She has a hard time keeping her eyes open to see me after i just confessed and kissed her. Her glowing but soft eyes meet mine as she rises their sight from my lips.

"You have no idea, how much i wanted to say it to you, and see your reaction. I love you, not as a daughter, much more hardly and differently than that. I'm still really sorry for that day, i- i just lost my head and kissed you without your consent but you make me go crazy. Please don't keep avoiding me. I cannot spend a day without talking to you, hearing your voice, looking into your eyes and so much more. And, i realized it. I have deep feelings for you, which a father does not feel towards his daughter, never. Do you also feel the same for me?" I ask, my eyes getting teary.

A little honest smile hidden in shyness gathers on her lips, "i do, a lot. I feel the same, and when you kissed me...for the first time i- umm i was kind of..." Her words end up half-way but increase my curiosity and the level of my happiness already, "say it, don't be silent anymore."

I drift my injured hand low to hold her wrist and she nods, "i was happy at first but then when you apologized and doubted my feelings, i was extremely upset."

Her soft voice hits my heart and makes me wanna slap myself but i gulp the anger, getting closer to her and i cup her face with a hand but assure her, "i'm sorry for that. I just was scared to lose you and i thought that you're saying it all to just make me happy and that i didn't want you to make a wrong decision out of hurry. I'm sorry, darling."

I step the closest i could to her and i bend to see in her eyes, apologizing for a blunder. "It's okay." She inclines her head too but nods so we make an eye contact and then i press a kiss on her forehead to get away from her, trying bad to assert a self control over myself and not stick to her so much.

"Did you eat anything after the show?" I roll down my sleeves and head to the cabinet, to keep the keys inside it. "I did, just some chips." Her voice sounds a bit faint so i turn but find her walking upstairs, which makes my eyes accidently go low and see her back. I blink but look away once she turns around, and stops. "What?" I ask, smiling as i lean down on the table. "Nothing, i...just want to ask what are you doing now?"

Her teeth nibble her lower lip, indicating her nervousness. I chuckle lightly, "me? I'm talking to you, honey." I say, crossing my arms to see how she'll reply to my tease. "No umm...." she shakes her head, attempting to hide a slight smile, "i meant that, what will you do now? Sleep or...?"

"I'm going to make us some breakfast, and then i'll probably sleep after having it with you." I tell her to come down and eat with me, but in a slick way. "Oh okay, i'll come quick." She looks at my face for a short while before she rushes up to her bedroom. I glance away, my heart now lightened and i feel the happiest, knowing what i can do to her and what she does to me.